-obliviate-

goodbye Jalur Khusus, holla reguler

2012-01-24T01:33:00.000-08:00

AHAHHA ONE HELL OF A DAY ☺
I've got goosebumps all over my stomach since I wake up.
I've got goosebumps all over my body when the ball rang, told the students and teachers that school is over.
I've got goosebumps all over me when I sat on the floor waiting to get my envelope.
I've got tears streaming down my face while I was reading a paper inside the envelope.
I got a broken heart when I read a boldly big ass words saying 'TIDAK LULUS'
I got tears again.
I got a broken dreams.
I got hugs.
I got hugs.
I got hugs.
I got a chance to scream and just let it all flew to the air.
I got a fucking new hope.
I got loyal friends.
I got new motivations.
I got new dreams.

I just need a box of chocolate to face a few blue days. I just need a box of new plan for my life ahead. One dream die, 100 lives.

I JUST DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP.

Its my life, but its Allah's scenario. For a better me!

a little post to a little unconfident soul

2012-01-08T04:10:00.000-08:00

not every song can be a hit.

not everyone can be the best of the best.

it is hard to be average when you're surrounded by amazing gifted blessed people. and keep that sentences in mind, cause it is true. not every song can be a hit. not everyone can be the best.

but i forgot to finish the lines.......

every song has a chance to be somebody's favorite

everyone has a chance to be the best in their own story.

everything is not what it seems

2012-01-03T21:25:00.001-08:00

You don't know that it felt awful for me too
You don't know that your words made me feel like a crap
You don't know that I was serious
You don't know that being judged hurts
You don't know that our conversation brings back the old scar I've buried inside
You don't know, they don't know, he doesn't know, she doesn't know

I've been through it all
I didn't shed a tear though, doesn't mean it didn't hurt
I've been trying to fix things, I know what I did was wrong and I don't need nobody to tell me I was wrong. My very own self had already criticized me, successfully made me feel like a trash, I don't need YOU to make me feel like a trash that doesn't recyclable.

I have my own reasons I don't want to explain all over again
All I need was & is people that believed in me. My bestfriends.
I don't feel the need of explaining it to anybody else cause that's my personal life and I don't feel like throwing it up to public, but I just want you to know that I'm not that kind of girl that would waste a heart for a game. I did feel it, and I knew it was real. It just didn't work out.

So I know people pretty much don't read my blog, but if you are reading it; just don't judge me with the decision I made, I have my own reasons a normal brain couldnt handle (probably), I was wrong but after all I was sincere.

Thanks (:

BALIK LAGI :D

2011-12-20T10:12:00.000-08:00

HALO tau banget loh ini gue telat, tapi gue baru baru dapat berkah dari tuhan yg maha esa...
kalo gue itu tipe orang yang gabisa lega kalo belom nulis apa yang ada di pikiran atau hati gue. mau itu di word, twitter, blog, facebook, bbm, pm, tembok, kertas, sealay2an orang alay deh.

rasanya ada yang kurang. rasanya pengen di tweet 1000x baru deh puas. rasanya mau ngupdate status facebook HAHAHA B)

jadi sekarang w lagi mau ngmg aja ya... gapenting tapi gaakan puas kalo ga cerita.
gue lagi cinta mati sama turning page - sleeping at last. soundtrack breaking dawn!!!! pas bagian walkin down the aisle. sebelum tau judul atau apapun, waktu masih di bioskop, pertama kali gue ntn, gue udah we o we sama lagunya. cinta. banget. mati.

ive waited million years, i will wait million more for you :* hug hug hug

haaaa. apalagi pas bagian 'what ive been living for' pertama kali. rasanya pembangkit semngat banget. yaAllah ntar gue nikah harus pasang lagu ini u_u ha ha ha haaaaa bahagia banget.

btw i love edward cullen, ha dia ganteng banget ha ha ha kenapa tiba - tiba...gara2 denger lagu ini sih T_T aduh enak banget demi apapun mau nangis dengeernya saking bahagianya :3 sebuah lagu tuh bisa jadi moodbooster banget loh ini lebe banget kesannya tapi gue serasa imprinted sama lagu ini :/// HEHEHE okelah move on.

hari ini ultahnya mbak cita sama adinda larasati!!!! sorry din iPodnya gue umpetin hampir 6 jam yeah akhirnya percaya anda bahwa ipod anda ilang. terus gue ngaku karena gue baik dan ga tegaan B) hahahaha. terus hari ini dateng kerumah mba cita rencananya mau surprisin tapi end up numpang makan doang :) emang keren.

teruuus apa ya ://// udah gasabar liburrr!!!!!!! dan sekarang gue lagi movie marathon :) dan lagi jatuh cinta sama chad michael murray. ganteng banget. parah. gatahan. ada ya orang seganteng itu. banyak orang ganteng. dan gue gapernah ketemu sekali pun.

mau ketemu justin dong. atau robert. atau...gatau. mereka. orang. dia. :* hah gila

goodnight.

or i probably should say good morning according to the fact that this is 1:17 am :3

bye worlddddd

Vrequaxierre at HAQATA10: Land of Fame!

2011-12-18T19:04:00.000-08:00

I BET YOU TOO.

2011-09-11T08:53:00.000-07:00

ok soooo i was creeping iseng-iseng menikmati kebebasan terakhir yang gue miliki; BESOK MASUK SEKOLAAHH!!!!! stress lagi, ubanan deh lama lama gue. botak sekalian cihuy.

sebenernya jumat kemaren FUN BANGET dan gue berencana mau ngepost itu tapi ntar ajadeh ya males :b SEKARANG GUE MAU NANGIS-NANGISAN.

ini bikin gue nangis...sumpah berlinang air mata sampe jakarta banjir asal loe tau.

ini ngenang para korban 9/11. Rest In Peace :)

"They jumped to there deaths holding hands, displaying love for the very last time. They didn’t give in, they didn’t give up, they held hands and jumped. Love prevailed.

The fact that love is still shown in our hours of need, the fact that love is still felt when falling to the ground, the fact that love is still felt whilst burning to death, the fact that love will always be felt is proof that the terrorists can not win.

Love will prevail, love will always prevail."

selamat nangis :)

i cant spit it out. so here it goes.

2011-08-26T06:02:00.000-07:00

alright so, Joe, we are da same.

so... does somebody feel the same way.

and....

OK SO I GOT DIS MEPHOBIA DISEASE CAN SOMEONE JUST HELP ME T_T

www.cameraneverlies.tumblr.com

btw no copyright intended.

LONDON TRACKS (8)

2011-08-24T10:58:00.000-07:00

HALOOOOOO udah disurabaya loh :''DD tadi pagi abis sahur langsung cabs ke sini....
terus sampe sini gaada kerjaan mainan sally spa sama dinnerdash sampe tamat HAHA -__- terus tidur jadinya sekarang gakbisa tidur padahal udah jam 00.29

gue mau.....ngomongin apa ya 3-// hari ini gakjelas. emang pernah jelas apa hidup gue gakpernah nih kayaknya >_> OHIYA kemaren bukber loh sama 8emo di toyscafe dan seruuuuuuu{}

terus pas kemaren itu harusnya ada bukber dirumah anggahudson di bekasi sekalian birthday partee dia ngerayain bareng EFHSUK2011, happy birthday angga!

tapi masalahnya jauh banget jadi gue bisanya dtg ke 8e...gapapa sih, cuma pengen ikut :""""

ngomong2 soal london, gue kangen beraddddh men. you just have no idea. london kayak rumah kedua gue :"" (sok padahal rumah kedua gue sekolah HA HA HA sedih bgt) dan sekarang itunes gue lagi play 'fucking perfect'

ngomongin london tracks aja deh ya...jadi lagu lagu yang sering gue dengerin pas di london.

1. fucking perfect by pink. gilagilagila gue cinta banget sama lagu ini ya. ini enak bgt lagunya dan gue baru nemu ke enakannya itu di london. abis itu gue tiap hari kalo tidur di tube mau pas berangkat sekolah ataupun pulang, tidur di tube atau berdiri pokoknya dengernyaa lagu ini. jadi setiap shuffling terus dapet lagu ini pasti yang keuar hawa london........

2. overboard by justin bieber & jessica jarrel. ini lagu gue di tube kalo lagi siang - siang tengah hari misalnya dari sekolah mau ke somewhere buat makan atau belanja atau next meeting point. dengernya ini sambil jalan/naik tube, sekalian ngerjain arika yang bener2 benci sama justin bieber.

3. dont wanna go home by jason derulo. WAH INI PAS BANGET. ini gue dengerin pas di airport HAHAH kok kayaknya galau maksimum. gue emang gak mau pulang :"""

4. LOVE THE WAY YOU LIE PART TWO BY RIHANNA. ini lagu gue bareng windi atau rani lupa, waktu di cruise di paris HAHAH sama hello brooklyn juga!...terus banyak deh, lupa pokoknya jamming di cruise

5. the cab! ipod gue dipinjem windi mulu buat denger lagu-lagu the cab. pas gue minta 'bentar sel satu lagu lagi' AHAHA iya satu lagu lagi cuma didengerinnya tiga kali x_X inget nih gue win inget banget kelicikan lo *lirik tajam*

6. A ROCKET TO THE MOON!!!!!!!!!!!!! wah ini gila banget pas ke oxford nyanyi-nyanyi bareng reji windi oliv dll deh gila, lagu dakota diganti jadi 'JEREMY, ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH ME TOO?' nyanyi2 sambil jalan, udah kaya org purba gapernah denger lagu.

ohh jeremie i know our love is true, i barely know ya, im fallin over you. its the way you do the things you do that makes me fall in love with you...

oh auguste are you in love with me too(8)

gue pindah hati. goodbye jeremie, auguste lebih baik dari pada kamu :""" you cocky soul HEHEHEHE gakdeng kidding.

7. blow by ke$ha. YAH GAUSAH DITANYA ini sih pasti ya. ef disco sikasik. kangen bgt sm efdisco men, meskipun disconya alay...tapi serunya gak karuan. temen hungover gue....jelas rayani hendarni sampai mati. rani tuh gila bgt kalo udah nari gabisa diem men apalagi first disco gue sm rani udah kayak apaan wkwkwk aaaa kgn beradh lah bo

8. SUARA GUE HAHAHAHA YAH SUARA SEKSI INI MENEMANI HARI HARI SEMUA ORANG DI SANA. jangan kangen lahyea.

asam asam asam

2011-08-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

SOOO HELLO.

so i actually wanted to post about this like long long ago (?) i had uploaded a video about Buangan ex7B (buka barengan) that happened on saturday 14th. and yes tomorrow is saturday, but its a different saturday anyway blah :o

so, the video successfully posted on sunday. and i actually could just put it here without basa and basi :x which is actually something im not really good at. k curcol dikit bole

buuuuut when i was going to upload it, there comes my bude - bude to check me because i had a really bad fever since sunday morning, they came in monday night. i did have plenty of time but i was kinda lazy and dizzy. they checked me and said that i have to go to doctor and i said no way <--ini agak bego HAHA. i hate the bloody hospital, even the SMELL could make me faint in a sec. yeaa lebe -_- but finally i went tho, because it was a really bad fever like around 39c maybe? so i went to rumah sakit puri cinere to the emergency. i kept wishing there aint no suntik menyuntik and thank god NO.

they said it was gejala tipes yoyoyo only gejala so i was like 'thank god i thought it was tipes' because it was only gejala ada bedanya kan yokohama yomama. and then i have to take day off. it was monday, i have to take rest until the frikkin thursday. sooo, ok whatever 3-|

i got better each day tho, and wednesday i was FULLY HEALTHY. and suddenly i cant breath easily its like some giant taking my body to the highest flying fox ever but forget to put me on the thing that make us safe whtvr i cant think while writing this. i think that safety belt -_- ok and then drop you BOOM and no one catching you. it was like hoping you would find any good place to drop but no, gue akhirnya jatoh ke lantai penuh paku. yea kurang lebih gitu rasanya sekali tarik nafas. dramatis.

so nobody actually paid attention to my breathingproblem lantaipaku this thingy thingy, so i just kept crying on my own mind keep praying to god that i'll be just okay $_$ gakdeng sinetron abis

soooo i slept and woke and slept and woke and hope that it will gets better but nothing happened so i went to emergency FOR GODS SAKE $_$ and ai ditusuk2 pake jarum oh how dare you doctor...

terus ternyata gue asam lambung tapi kena diagnosa tipes sama dbd YAGAKDONGYA alhamdulillah my fever has gone dont ever ungkit-ungkit lagi Y_Y agak sedih tapi yasudah ternyata gue ga dbd dan tipes lagi :D cuma asam lambung AND ASAM LAMBUNG IS HURTING YOU LIKE HELL YOU KNOW WHAT?

GILA SAKIT BANGET I NEVER THOUGHT THAT ASAM LAMBUNG WOULD BRING YOU TO THE HELL OF DA WURLD I THOUGHT......IT WAS ONLY SOMETHING ASEM IN YOUR LAMBUNG WIDAWT ANY GAS THAT WOULD MAKE YOUR ULU HATI SESEK BUAT NAFAS. T_T gasantai bayyyy

terus gue curcol dan you know lake putri dan orang2 berpengalaman asam lambung bilang itu rasanya sakit bgt EMG SAKIT BGT bagi kalian JANGAN LUPA DRINK MINERAL WATTA oke?oke aja

terus pokoknya ya gue ga ngomong gak apa bener - bener diem lemes udah kayak anak baik emg baik sih ya...gitu terus gue berdoa berdoa ea ea ea terus gue minum air putih yg banyak. gue tidur sambil duduk masa?! karena kalo tiduran this stomach hurts. and theres like LOADS OF MEDICINE like, are you serioussssss?

terus sampe hari ini masih sedih gitu belom bisa masuk padahal hari terakhir sekolah :___( yah gutbai lah doodods dodods semua T_T i know you mish me. gakdeng gatau tapi kayaknya sih iya HAHAH gakjls. i miss u pol my friend.

kyknya im turning to be some crazy ass schoolsick idk deh ini ngetik aja udah gabener i cant even speak in the real world bisa deng but not that noisy as usual you knwlah thats why im so bacot here lalalalalaa gue gila no no im not. ITS ACTUALLY MY SANITY-O-METER and it says im ok:D:D

OHIYA JADI LUPA

this is the video. enjoy! curcolnya kepanjangan ya.

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2011-08-15T04:01:00.000-07:00

what a day

2011-08-12T08:01:00.000-07:00

hari ini hari tergabut dan capek banget yow mama.

hari ini harus menyelesaikan video dreamsmart 2011 dan gue pjnya.... jadi gue kemaren sampe rumah jam 8 dan langsung tidur karena satu minggu ini full pulang maghrib terus. abis itu bangun-bangun sahur dan baru sadar video belom selese. langsung kerjain pas sahur dan alhamdulillah 75% jadi o:) Allah memang mencintai hambanya.

terus sampe sekolah dateng 5 menit sebelom bel OYEAAAAA. langsung seneng kayak apaan. hari ini kalo telat gue dipulangin.........

btwbtw hari ini BLUE DAY! minggu lalu pink day. jadi kita semua pake kerudung biru satu angkatan. dan yang model kotak itu yang kayak guru-guru pake bukan bergo. jadi gue dengan resmi merasa seperti hidup di pesantren.

abis itu gabut ga belajar sama sekali, malah ke ruang pak ucok bareng tamara syara ngurusin video. muter - muter nyari foto dll. terus tadi voting nama angkatan! B-)

OH YANG PENTING CUMA SATU. gue baru tau jordy revanda bisa main piano. dan tadi disuruh main dadakan dan dia akhirnya pake lagu demo dan lo harus tau lagu demonya kayak lagu sunatan adek gue SIP BANGET COY. ngakak 100% sama orang-orang tadi munyu funfunfun.

lupadeng satu lagu penting: GUE LAGI PERANG.

sama nyamuk.

titik.

gapake koma.

gue udah hunting dari jam tujuh dan baru matiin tiga. pantang mundur coy pantang mundur. gaboleh nyerah nih masa sama nyamuk nyerah, apalagi sama belanda. harus belajar dari keberanian para pejuang mumpung bentar lagi 17 agustus.

pokoknya hari ini cukup sedih karena ada tragedi dan rahasia tragedinya pokoknya gue sedih mereka sedih kita sedih. kalo lo baca post ini lo harus ikut sedih juga biar hari ini bisa ditetapkan menjadi hari tragis dunia.

selamat malam. jangan lupa gosok gigi

9.8.11 - Happy Birthday, Nakra! :D

2011-08-10T05:44:00.000-07:00

hai! lama gak posting hehehehehe puasa menguras tenaga. soalnya kelas sembilan sih, kalo kelas delapan sih gabut mulu.

perjalanan hidup gue pas puasa gini:

sahur - berangkat sekolah - TELAT - ditegur karena gak pake kaos kaki sm guru - tadarus dan solat duha - belajar - pulang - bimbel - buka puasa - pulang - niat belajar - akhirnya gak belajar - tidur

ituuu aja, begitu begitu terus HAHA. dan lo harus tau ya, gue jumat, sabtu, minggu, senin, dan selasa besok GUE ADA BUKBER. HAHAHAHAHAHA makan gratis mayanlah :3

btw kemaren NAKRA ulang tahun♥!!!!! {} selamat ulang tahun Nawadighana Reska Hanggakara. udah setaun kita bareng-bareng. makasih ya udah jadi keluarga kedua gue, i lof yuu.

jadi kemaren kita bukber dirumah adit. rombongan homestay sydney baru nyampe indonesia sekitar jam 4/5 dan langsung ke rumah adit, bela belain buat nakra. huuuu unyu ya :3

gue sebelomnya jenguk andras dulu. dia sakit dbd gitu, gwrs ndras ;")

komentar nyokap andras 'wah ini rombongan kedua. tadi ada cewek-cowok sekitar 9 orang. kalian bertujuh dan cewek-cewek semua, tapi ramenya menang'

maaf ya tante :-) namanya juga anak remaja. ea.

kemaren ada sesi norak di RSPI. kita super rusuh. dateng-dateng di cegat satpam, di kasih tau kalo jam jenguk udah abis. tapi nekat banget, nerobos aja maju terus pantang mundur. coba coba sendiri, lantai berapa nggaktau-_- tapi akhirnya sampe sih, karena Allah mencintai kami, pheew.

sebelumnya di lift udah norak, ngajak ngobrol suster padahal gak kenal. terus dinda nyeletuk 'mbak! dulu saya cita -cita nya jadi suster'

cukup tau din.

teruus, kita akhirnya sampe di lantai tempat andras di rawat. suster penjaganya dengan baik hati bilang 'hayooooo, mau jenguk siapa?'

nazaruddin mbak (ˇ▼ˇ)c<ˇ_ˇ)

oke lanjotz. terus kita sampe di ruangan andras dan mengalay, ngomongin segala hal. sampe hal - hal gakpenting kayak berapa harga bensin sekarang. dan serunya film korea.

setelah itu kita bernarsis ria sama andras yang lagi lemah w_w sabar ya ndras sama kita....

nah, dari situ kita ke rumah adit. macetnyaaa bu u_u kita sampe rumah adit agak mepet, jam 5an. terus ganti baju dan solat asar. abis itu foto - foto, tiba2 adzan berkumandang jger jger. semua orang bahagia, udah kayak nonton bola dan gol. langsung ambil makanan tajil, dan gue makan di ayunan. rencananya mau jadi india tapi gagal

terus solat maghrib. dan makan berat. makan bakso dan sate dipinggir kolam renang. unyu emang

terus gue kira sambelnya gak pedes, srotsrot gue kasih yang banyak. serasa itu kecap gitu. ternyata pedesnya kayak megan fox. HOT BNGT.

ngomong-ngomong soal megan fox, gue agak males nonton transformers 3. gak ada megan fox!! o_O fyi aja, satu-satunya cewek yang bisa bikin gue lesbi beneran itu megan fox. alhamdulillah kan gue masih normal :)

bek tu de topik, abis makan kita nonton video pas kita renungan dan lalinju. unyu deh, pada nangis lagi. terus kita foto2. dan fotonya ALAY. dan gue gak heran. karena emang anak nakra itu gak ada yang gak alay. kadar minimal alay di nakra itu ya gue. sisanya, gakusah ditanya B)

oiya, malem-malem jam 9an gitu, safina tibatiba nari playboy - 7 icons. DAN AKHIRNYA diadakan battle antara safina vs adit, bhagas, yoga. siapa yang menang? tebak sendiri :P

seru banget banget banget banget BANGET. kangen ngumpul bareng nakra. kita harus sering2 ketemu. sayang kalian!♥♥

btw, kemaren gue dapet tissue DC CUPCAKES dari ifan! baik banget dia, jalan2 kesana oleh2nya ngasih tissue. sip deh fan, bangga gue.

gnite! :)

Nawadighana Reska Hanggakara

2011-07-25T08:27:00.000-07:00

   Waktu renungan, tutup muka, dengerin hana alvin safina bacain syair
  Hati rasanya kayak ada yang neken, rasanya nyesek dan turunnya ke perut
  Perut bergejolak kayak lagi ada tsunami didalemnya
   
  Liat kanan kiri, semua tutup muka
  Merem, ngebayangin apa yang diomongin sama bu Thya
  Urat gengsi ilang semua
  Ngebuka semua topeng yang nutupin muka
  Pedoman yang bikin kita keliatan kuat, kayak kebakar gitu aja
  Suara isakan mau cewek mau cowok ngegema, udah kayak soundtrack kita hari itu
   
  Yang lebih nyesekkin lagi, adalah alesan kenapa air mata itu keluar
  Satu alesan yang bikin 60 org nangis
  Yang bikin urat gengi putus
  Yang bikin orang paling kuat atau berhati keras nangis
  Itu cuma satu.
   
  Gak mau kehilangan keluarga besar yang udah nemenin hari - hari selama setahun.
   
  Yang udah bikin ketawa.
  Nangis.
  Stress.
  Kesel.
  Bete.
  Bahagia.
  Bangga.
  Ngajarin lo buat jadi orang yang tanggung jawab.
  Ngabebasin lo buat jadi diri lo sendiri.
  Sebuah keluarga yang merangkap jadi sahabat dan guru.
   
  kalo di jelasin gimanapun gaakan ada yg ngerti kecuali kita
  Gimana rasanya pas denger SK, semua perasaan ngaduk jadi satu.
  Antara sedih. Kesel. Bangga sama semua yg udh dilaluin bareng2. Kangen. semua. 
   
  Bukan kehilangan jabatan kok yg di tangisin.
  Tapi ngerasa akan kehilangan keluarga besar, tempat dimana lo bisa toa setoa toa nya, nangis se nangis2nya, alay se alay2nya, brengsek se brengsek2nya.
  Org2 yg berjuang bareng. Mulai dr awal sampe akhir se akhir2nya.
 
  Dr mulai yg ga kenal, sampe jd kayak prangko sm amplop
  Dr yg awalnya ga deket, jd malah curcol2an
   
  Mulai dr yang malu2 sampe jd buka2an aib.
   
  Dulu males 100% senasis, skg kangen.
  Dulu bosen liat Via dengan bahagianya nutup tadarus, skg aneh ngeliat via gaada didepan.
  Dulu bosen sampe mati liat uta sm pipit jaga belt. Skg kangen ngeliat mereka berdiri disebelah pager ijo lapangan, megang buku&pake talkom.
  Dulu bosen sm bete diingetin debon biar gakmakan dikelas,biar naatin peraturan. Skg kangen ditegur debon. Banget.
  Dulu bosen ngeliat sior sibuk tiap pagi jumat, skg mereka  akal lari sesuai kelas masing2.
  Dulu bosen salaman sm BN BN yg lg jaga piket salam, skg shock dateng2 liatnya orang lain yg nyambut. Kayak 'pipit kemana? Uta?'
  Dulu bosen 100% ngeliat BN pake tanda labsclean officer, bawa2 buku catetan evaluasi, dibriefing dide, dipanggilin sama upal. Skg? udah ga gitu lagi.
  Dulu bosen dimarah2in guru, dimarah2in paktri sm pakarmat. Skg kangen banget di salah2in... gakdeng
  Dulu sampe bosen dengerin dinda bertoa, shifa bercempreng, karin menjayus. Gila, kapan bisa liat kalian trio kwek kwek ngeMC lg? :'(
Dulu sampe bosen gangguin dea dengan proker proker danus yang susah minta ampun. sekarang? meskipun bully-dea-session masih berlanjut de :)

  Inget ga waktu lalinju pertama, 9 agustus 2010. Dr menpora ke labschool, kuranglebih 8km. Rasanya gakcapek, karena ada sesuatu yg diperjuangin, yg worth it.
  Sesuatu yg nunggu di labschool.
  Pas liat pos dua rasanya lega, bisa duduk minum pocarisweat.
  Disiram sm senior, ketawa ketiwi
  Tp dulu kita cuma mikir 1; jadi osis dan mpk.
  Kita gakmikirin gimana rasanya jadi senior kita yang tinggal ngitung jam udah bakal lepas jas.
  Kita cuma bisa liat mereka ketawaketiwi nyiram kita
  Kalo dipikir, emang agak egois
  Tp itu hukum alam.
   
  Terus taun ini, 24 juli.
  Dari menpora ke pos 1 aja udah mau nangis saking capeknya.
  Kita jalan, bukan lari
  Ngeliat bendera merah putih yg adit bawa,ngejulang tinggi bisa keliatan dari barisan paling belakang,
  Benderanya pelan majunya.
  Artinya adit jg gaklari.
  Padahal dulu gimana? Jalan aja jarang. Lariiii terus, pengen cepet sampe
   
  Di pos dua, make tanda mansis + jas.
  Nyiram junior, ketawa ketawa
   
  Ngeliat rspp, semua gaada yg lari.
  Jalan, nikmatin waktu terakhir sama nakra
  Sampe di CK, semua teriak 'WOY LABSCHOOL UDH KELIATAN!!!'
  Hati rasanya kayak jatoh gatau kemana
  Semua lari, ngasih yg terbaik di detik2 terakhir sama nakra
  Lari, gakberenti
  Terus sampe dpn gerbang disambut angkatan 11, mereka nyanyi terimakasih kakak.
  Sedih, tau rasanya ga? Ancur. Kayak..merasa dihargai sm adek kelas. Tp di satu sisi, artinya perjuangan kita, kepengurusan kita udah selesai.
  Kita semua ngasih yg terbaik, teriak NAKRA NAKRA NAKRA beratus2 kali sambil lari.
  Masuk gerbang liat angkatan 9 udah nunggu.
   
  Jujur gue gakbisa nahan air mata lg, nangis banjir.
  Sampe di labschool pelukan sama dinda dhila wafa sheila, semua. Gaada yang bisa berenti nangis.
  Adit ngomong 'jas masih dikita, bendera masih dikita. Nangisnya ntar aja'
   
  FORMASI.
  Lari bentuk N, gakuat denger teriakannya dhila yg udh serek nangis. 'NAKRA NAKRA NAKRA' 
  Pas bentuk barisan didepan, disebut surat keputusan. Liat depan dhila wafa cadu fanisa adel dinda sheila theta farisa jeihan dll nangis semua. Liat belakang, pipit nangis. 
  Pas pak cep ngomong 'dengan ini, dengan resmi DI-LAN-TIK'
  Air mata langsung keluar, banjir. Gabisa beerenti nangis. Gakuat. Semua orang udah nepuk punggung blg 'sabar sel sabar' tp gabisa.
  Madep belakang saking gakuat tahan nangis, rasanya pengen teriak. liat pipit basah kuyup tambah kejer. Pgn meluk pipit rasanya.
  Dide bilang 'sel, lap nih pake bendera'
  #gapenting
  adit maju sama dide, ngasih bendera ke rifky
sekarang apa yang mau jadi alesan biar gak nangis? bendera udah dikasih, jas bentar lagi dilepas.
adit aja nangis, orang yang selama ini mimpin nakra. 
apalagi gue? 

  Super galau
  Gaakan lg make jas tiap upacara atau ada acara.
  Gaakan lg pake baju OL/loreng
  Gaakan lg jd pemimpin kelas di laripagijumat
  Gaakan lg ngeliat oza sm safina mimpin pemanasan&pendinginan
  Gaakan lg ngeliat alvin ngmg gakjelas abis tadarus
  Gaakan lg di teror hana biar cpt2 ke masjid :')
  Gaakan lg ditegur sm BN abis solat krn gapake belt sama dasi
  Gaakan lg keluar kelas brg baksos buat nyari sumbangan
  Gaakan lg disebut2 nawadighana reska hanggakara sesering dulu.
  Gaakan lg ngeliat adit mimpin nyanyi apel
  Gaakan lg di tegur debon yg super tegas
  Gaakan lg stress mikirin deadline proker
  Gaakan lg disuruh2 mendadak sm pakucok:'(
  Gaakan lg ngecet tongkat/panggung bareng
  Gaada lg ngumpul di sekom tiap hari kayak dulu
  Gaada lg coret2 papan tulis sekom dgn tulisan gajelas
  Gaakan lg numpang barang pribadi diloker seksi2 di sekom
  Gaakan lg ada yg marah2 krn sekom berantakan
  Gaakan lg ngedugem gajelas di lantai 4 :')
  gaakan lg pusing2 gatau jadwal kostum laripagi besok apa
  Gaakan lg bangun pagi hari selasa buat senasis
  Gaakan lg di gebrak2 BN buat jadi piket salam
  Gaakan lg tos tongkat sm Nakra
  Gaakan lg ada yg klepto2 talkom!!
  Gaakan lg rapat bareng2 sampe sore
  Gaakan lg adu bacot kita mau jd bagian apa disuatu acara
  Gaakan lg dievaluasi sm MPK
  Gaakan lg ngeliat semua org cewe atau cowo nangis karena syg sm Nakra
  Gaakan lg ngeliat adit sm avie adu bacot ttg osis&mpk
  Gaakan lg liat shafwan&bhagas pelukan sambil nangis/senyum
   
BUT. you know what Nakra? you are worth FIGHTING FOR. and each tears that i dropped, you are worth enough. more than enough. iwuffyou.

THIS PLACE ABOUT TO BLOW.

2011-07-15T08:16:00.000-07:00

KANGEEEEEEEN AKUT.

LONDON 2011.

2011-07-12T07:03:00.000-07:00

HALO. apakabar semuanya? jet lag parah nih. #teruskenapa

gak pinter basa - basi... lanjut aja deh. mau cerita kegiatan gue selama homestay di London ngapain aja! mau cerita dari awal sampe akhir. karena suatu hari nanti gue bisa aja lupa dan gue bisa baca ulang blog ini buat kenang2an. Memories do last forever but no one guarantees right? ;)

hari minggu kan disuruh ngumpul di Soekarno Hatta paling telat jam 3, terus gue dateng setengah 4. biasa deh... orang sibuk. lanjut. terus gue naro koper dan absen abis itu mengeluarkan jurus - jurus sksd gue._. kan ada della, gue ngobrol bentar sama dia terus ngeliat windi sama rani (fyi di bbm kita udah janjian mau sksd....ok) terus nyapa menyapa. BACA.

gue : windi sama rani ya?

windi : iya (ketawa ketawa bisik2 sama rani)

gue : kenapa sih? hehehehe

windi : gapapa, suara lo seksi banget :D

makasih win. gue emang rada ketularan suara nyokap gue, dewi persik.

terus gue sksd sama kak yeye alias kak dinda. dia temen sepupu gue jadi udah kenal dari lama cuma...waktu itu masih soksok baik imyudh gitudeh. masih 'halo kak:D:D' dan segala macem...sekarang sih...mending lo gausah tau.

Day 1.

dateng dateng seinget gue pagi jam 7 di London. jet lag banget beda 6 jam. jadi jalan - jalan sambil nyawa setengah gitu deh. nyampe di bandara jiwa lesbi gue keluar. staff ef nya yang dari London yang jemput kita di bandara cantik luar biasa....ok lupakan. terus abis itu kita dibawa ke The Fairway buat breakfast dan ngedrop koper. kita kenalan sama local leader kita, Pav & Bu. huu kangen sm pav & bu :(

abis itu kita diajarin naik tube. tube itu undergroundnya London. karena kita nyobain di waktu yg tepat, jadinya underground sepi. kita alay banget, biasa orang indo kan naiknya jet pribadi bukan underground train gitu. kita alay banget deh pokoknya. terus diajarin cara baca petanya. tapi percaya sama gue: LO GAK AKAN NGERTI KALO LO GAK NYASAR DULU. percaya deh percaya.

ini tube map gue yang udah sangat lecek, menemani gue mulai dari nyasar sampe gak nyasar.

malemnya kita dijemput sama hostfam. gue serumah sama Devi, Putri dan Meita! hostfam gue minta dipanggil mom. dia baikkk banget.

Day 2.

ini hari pertama kita ke sekolah. rumah gue didaerah south kenton (kalo lo bisa liat tube diatas, didaerah kanan ujung) dan sekolah nya di euston, which is TENGAH KOTA. emang gila ef. emang gila. ditaronya di ujung dunia. karena ini hari pertama, kita masih dianterin sama ef staff. akhirnya hostfam kita disuruh ngedrop kita di wembley central station. itu buat tempat ngumpul anak-anak ef yang homestaynya di south kenton dan sekitarnya. terus pas sampe sana, jam 8. kita berempat (gue sm devi meita putri) ngira kita udah ditinggal. karena kelas harusnya mulai jam 9 jadi...bisa aja gitu ditinggal padahal ya gakmungkin...dodol emg. kita panik akhirnya ngarang naik tube mana ajadeh gapeduli. tube map sih ada, tapi BACANYA GIMANA? bahasa lainnya: orang buta huruf ngebaca buku(?) kita nyoba nyoba dan turun di euston square. kita gatau mau ngapain dan kemana, akhirnya nelfon mom dan mom nelfon Pav. pav jemput kita di euston square.

mau tau kita pas nunggu pav ngapain? DUDUK DI DEPAN EUSTON SQUARE, berlapis koran gratisan yang di bagiin di tube. HA HA kurang homeless apa cb..tinggal tulis homeless, ntar banyak yg nyumbang palingan. terus pas pav dateng dia shock bgt kita duduk dibawah terus dia geleng2 kepala. AHAHAHA.

meskipun nyasar, harus tetap gaya.

malemnya ada welcome dinner. TERIMAKASIH, AKU NYASAR 2 KALI NIH :B beda rombongan tapi. kayaknya yg ada gue nya selalu nyasar apa gmn deh-_- gue rani rezi windi oliv nyasar sekitar 1 jam..sampe di station meeting point udah ada Bu, yang sangat sabar nunggu berdiri.

bu : did you get lost? (mukanya super lucu)

x : sorry bu!

bu : its okay its okay.. i know you will

jangan lupa. kalo nyasar harus tetap foto.

terus malem nya. THANK GOD. i got lost 3 times a day. gue nyasar sama devi meita putri pas mau pulang. kita udah dibekalin rute2 pulang, jadi dari euston naik bakerloo line ke south kenton. kita udah sampe south kenton station DAN KITA GATAU KANAN ATAU KIRI RUMAH KITA (nulis pake emosi). mana rumahnya sama semua-_- itu jam 10, it was actually summer but the weather was so cold.... gue nggak mempersiapkan buat hal hal dingin cause i thought it should be HOT. jam 10 malem, 4 orang gadis cilik tersesat. dengan perbekalan buku peta yang tebelnya ngelebihin buku sekolah gue, kita nyari jalan. makasih buku, tetep aja kita gatau gmn cara plg.

orang2 udah menggigil gatau mau ngapain, tiba2 ada bapak2 lewat. berbekal iman dan takwa, kita nanya dan akhirnya di anterin! yayy thanku, mr. unnamed :)

Day 3.

ke big ben.... #terus.

muka gue muka iklan abis. 'ayo semua, datang ke big ben'

Day 4.

EF DISCO!!!!!!!!

gue kira disco abal-abalan. emang sih gakaya disco beneran. minumannya coca cola sama mineral water. tapi SERUNYA BANGET2AN. gue sama rani obv. overdoses disini. kita nari udah kayak orang gila. pulangnya adalah yang tergoblok. gue meita devi dan putri nyasar 3x padahal kita udah bisa baca tube map dan hafal jalan pulang. ini gara2 overdoses jadi gabisa mikir. kita udah kayak vampire muka meleng2 'aduh, kita nyasar...lagi' 'aduh ini kearah mana' tapi ngmgnya kayak orang lg mabok. iya mabok airputih._. tapi serius otak miring semua malem itu.

Day 5.

OOOOOOXFORD!

punting sama oxford castle. kita (gue rani windi oliv rezi) punting nih ya, awal2nya sih ngakak2 aja, eh tiba2 stuck gakjalan sama sekali. dan stucknya 1,5 jam di tempat yang sama. orang2 ngetawain terus ada staff pas awal jelasin ke kita rute punting, lewat, terus dia ngmg gini 'this girls have been stuck in here for like 1 hours!' dan dia pergi punting-in orang lain tanpa bantuin kita...orang2 yang lewat ngetawain kita. jahaaaaat. malu sampe mati. mau nelfon pav tapi gengsi....tapi akhirnya gakjadi gengsi (<-gatau knp gue ngerasa goblok nulis kalimat ini). kita kira pas kita telfon pav, pav bakalan ngetawain kita. ternyata pav khawatir banget, kita dijemput terus di punting-in sama dia. MAKASIH BANGET PAV.

meski stuck tetap bahagia

oxford castle

jelas jelas ga ketutup rapet lidah udah melet. kalo ketutup rapet mata gue loncat kali ya.

Day 6.

free day!!!!!!! its only one thing that came to our brain; shopping spree.

Day 7.

ef disco lagi.....gaksefun yang pertama tapi tetep geulaaa.

pas pulang - pulang naik bus dari station, ada orang sakau di bus. sakau nya serem banget gila, dan temen2nya cuma ketawa2 doang. lo kalo liat serem banget deh, sakau nya tuh sampe melotot gitu #yaudahsihsel

Day 8.

ef club!!! seru banget, main wii sama nari2 Michael Jackson. free wifi and laptop. twister. but i prefer to play stacko with bu and the others!

Day 9.

hari ini nonton changing guard buckingham palace. semacem marching band gitu. terus malemnya southbank hunt. kita disuruh ngepotret 10 foto yaitu:

1. most fit in the phone box

2. kissing people

3. insect

4. tallest person

5. police man

6. somebody eating

7. creative haircut

8. plane

9. sign say

10. big look small in the pic

lo harus tau pas kita foto ini orang2 ngeliatin kita kaya kita gapunya box telephone di indo. emg gapunya sih-_-

i literally love her hair!

ini seru abish :O

Day 10.

Alexandra Palace! main truth or dare sama pav. gue disuruh nampar angga terus bilang ' HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME?' glek....pas pulang2 angga bilang gini 'sel, kayaknya tangan gue pengen bales sesuatu deh' glek glek glek.'

terus windi disuruh nelfon temen pav terus ngmg 'HI SEXY' pav ngakak sampe mati-_-

terus oliv disuruh masuk ke tempat sampah AHAHA. welcome home liv :*

Day 11.

WHOS DA BOSS.

kakak ipar

HE GROWS UP, MAN. sampis nih, masih kecil

udah putus kan sama vanessa. jadi..

reunited with abang.

jebe.

-the last ef disco and it SUCKS. bad dj.-

Day 12.

hari ini gue sakit :( padahal acaranya ke arsenal. SEDIH BANGET. tapi gue pusing dan anget. berdiri aja dunia rasanya berputar. emang berputar sih. yagitulah ngertikan.

Day 13.

greenwich. naik cruise terus belanja dan piknik! seru banget pikniknya, ngakak - ngakak dan foto2 bareng :D abis itu farewell dinner!!:( abis farewell dinner kita ke regent's park dan disitu seru banget. pav salsa sama kak kristi dan di station pav kak kristi cesa oliv krisna dan semuanya nangis karena gakmau pisah. paaav :(

PIKNIK! di museum......

komentar kami semua: kak kita siap jadi iklan ho

mestay berikutnya.

guess what ini lagi nari poco-poco. windi masternya.

di regent's park! mau pisah sama fratello leooo :"( gaikut tour dia.

Day 14.

yang ikut tour pagi-pagi udah ngumpul di the fairway. ngobrol sama pav. dateng2 pav ngmg gini:

‘i didnt sleep. i eat, cook, drink, watch movies but i didnt sleep.’

terus dia ngoceh kaya orang gila terus ngmg : ‘maybe you think im drunk but im not.’

dia emg gak drunk. he tried to act like he was ok when he def. look that he was sad. dia sedih bgt mukanya merah nahan nangis. pas udah pada naik bus, tiba2 pada turun lagi buat meluk dia. kan itu dingin banget, pas dipeluk rasanya anget bgt. terus pada nangis di bus. gue juga....udah lama gak nangis-_- sedih disaat2 terakhir gini gak ketemu Bu.. bu kau kemana bu :""(

PAV!

BU!

awesome classmates!

awesome mom! we cried together before we left :"(

with Shaquille! mom's grandson

with Lotta :D

Angela!

that was a great pleasure to meet you all. CINTA BANGET OI SM KALIAN SEMUA SMOOOOCH.

:):

2011-06-19T22:19:00.000-07:00

HAI! hari ini hari terakhir gue di sini(?) hu hu hu hu hu. kesannya sedih abis ya....engga juga sih sebenernya :S STOKED. STOKED. :'D

mau kmn seeel?kmn yaa :3 hahaha homestay nih. rahasia tapi. pkknya doain gue ya smg gue sehat dan lancar ga homesick dan rombongannya seru kayak Gold Coast '09 forever and always :3

tnggl 22 tuh gold coast 09 mau jalan bareng ke kemang tapi gue udah berangkat T_T yaudah deh gpp muahahaha.

mau curcol dong, jadi hari ini bokap gue baru plg setelah 3 minggu. terus sampe rumah jam 8an gituuu hore hore, dapet oleh2.HAHAHAHAHA TAU GAK APA? *NARI KEJER KEJER* justbeats!! hurray senang skalee :"""""

hari ini flight jam 6pm, jadi masih bs puas2in sm boqappp sih yeay.

sgitu dulu deh, lg ganiat nulis. tunggu cerita eyke ya!

kyk ada yg baca aja......gudbye

slmskee.

iwitab - cb.

2011-06-12T07:09:00.000-07:00

hello everyone! i am so happy tonight i could jump off the cliff right now! :D

is it weird to be so happy because you just found out the song you really wanted to hear? NO. BUT I AM, epically.

so i blogged about the leaked Next To You Music Video. have you watched it? NO? get a fucking life!!!! wkwk. ok pardon me for the badass words. i'm just too happy!

so at the beginning of the music video, that was epic song from chris brown to accompany the opening of the mini-movie music video. the first time i heard it i was like 'DAYUM I LOVE THIS' but i hardly can find the song. i dont know if its true, but i guess this song ain't in his F.A.M.E album. its kinda hard to find the song. because i'm not really good at hearing every words that came out as the lyrics.

i typed 'i have a moment, i capture the moment' and i can't see any lyrics on google about that song.. i keep hearing until chris brown said 'i want it all' many times. i typed it on google and yes there it was!! woho i found the song, which is awesomely called I WANT IT ALL BACK - CHRIS BROWN. yes yes yes idgaf about my bad at hearing english thing idcidc what i care is, i know what this epic song named. lmao. kayyyyyy im too happy.

gnacht.

2011-06-10T01:13:00.000-07:00

Galau. Night.

2011-05-28T09:58:00.000-07:00

haii! ini jam 12.00 pas bener2 pas.... hummm blm tidurrr :s padahal besok cfd rencananya sama mbah ray.

galau banget nih hari ini :/ gaktau kenapa mas bro

gara2..bntr lg ulum *mwahahaha*

i'm not smartass, people. but i once thought that study brings smartness to my ass. but i just realized that the smartness between the 'real' smartass and the smartness of the bookworm are just different. and luckiness cant come because you study hard. it's about destiny. and i never feel like i have one. i never feel like i am lucky (about school stuffs). i have to study really hard to get a good score when everybody only read school book as a fairy tale and get 100s. that's kinda bring me down. it's like, why everybody is so lucky enough to get good scores with less effort than me?

but the fact that my report card aint looked so bad makes cheer me up a bit.

and i really want to go to labsky high school, so that's one of my motivation besides make my parents proud of me. actually those seem so simple, who doesnt want to make their parents proud of them? but that's kinda pull me up when i am overboard.

so i am going to study now, preparing for the next monday. i don't care if i have luckies or not, but i am going to do my best.

people said that it's about how we tried. but it's 2011, and people look at the result not the process. i really do admit that kinda sucks. life's experiment, bitch. and mistakes are part of it.

life without mistakes are fake. congratulations people, life is not as easy as you thought it would be, am i right? when i was so much younger, i believe that world's aint crazy. now, i barely can say that world is as straight as poker faces.

semoga kita semua sukses :D

selma.

-

2011-05-27T08:17:00.000-07:00

It's Not The End of The Journey

2011-05-27T07:49:00.000-07:00

hello bloggie. today was our last lari pagi. next friday probably holiday and then exams and DONE :(

i still cant believe that its all now comin to the edge. no no, this is not our last journey.

but it's been quite a whole new journey for me, one awesome year, especially with 8EMO.

i still remember, one year ago i was still with 7B, using bopung costumes as Laskar Pelangi. and sang so many songs in the religion's class, didnt want to end our journey.

(to see my post last year click here)

and now im here, dont want to end my journey with 8E ;")

cause there's too much memories that can't even described by words.

today, our last friday running themed randomly. i was being mask-girl ;) i did my best!

yesterday i went shopping with gika, because:

1) i really stress, gika galau, so we do need our relax times. as another ordinary young girl, the solution is = SHOPPING!

2) i have nothing to wear :(

after diggin up for like 3 hours, we finally found a sweet black dress, and for gika, we bought hareem.

today went too fun, seriously!!! the costumes are crazy. im lovin it.

gonna tell you with photos.

with NP, the mask girl!

with Nisita, she is a mask girl too ;)

with Ifan! mask guyyy

with Galih

with Farisa, the demon rawwwrr

with Mbok-mas jamu, mas Ilham Dide Rivanny!

with my boyfie, introducing NADHILA SAFIRA si ganteng!

with Debyyy. shes so pretty

with Dea! the chef x_X

with CYRIL. the clownnnn

with Andras, the cops. WOOF!

it's actually Vina, and she was being an elementary student. but she covered up her face while i took photo with her, idk why....hahaha lawlll it's cute tho.

thanks for being here, forever and always, Nine :)

I LOVE Y'ALL SERIOUSLY.

Gnite, XO

Selma.

p.s : have a fun trip and safe flight Dad. goin to miss u ;B

Happy Anniversary Justin!

2011-05-23T03:00:00.000-07:00

HALLO! GUESS WHAT? TODAY IS MY FIRST ANNIVERSARY WITH @JUSTINBIEBER.

and today he is winning 6 awards @ Billboard Awards!! omg, i guess this is our 1st anniv gifts, dont u think bieberrr? btw I MISS UUUUUUUUU huuuuu :&

i remember, one month ago at this time i was at SICC waving my hands in the air and justin was waving his hands through the windows. its like playing hide and seek. and my heart was beating like hell :> miss u alreadyyyyy.

btw have u heard BORN TO BE SOMEBODY - justinbieber? seriously guys that song killed me inside. i was like wanted to cryyy the melody :& omg loll.

soooo, today's like regular. i woke up, went to school. ulangan eko! NUMB NUMB gue gakbisa :&&&& :):) padahal udh belajar hemmm ada apa ya???/

gue gak bisa math... bukan gasuka. cb gue ngerti, gue suka! gue agak ribet2 sm fisika.

gue ekonomi nggak ngerti apa2

TERUS MAUNYA APA? JURUSAN IPA ATAU IPS NANTI SEL?

gaktau...... lihat saja nanti -_- let God decides (?) lollllsm

bythewayyy for uuu overthere, ROTFL dudeeee. my tweets are not about you, not even one *kind intonation* o:) seriously but you've to know that they were not about you at all. theres too much people that hated me and thats for them! hahahah.............. and sometimes i just want to put some quotes. i love doin that one sooooooooooo no need to be so offended.

riteeee im so bored 2moro i have to tests, right. i wont study tho. sooo lazyyyyyy im goin to watch junior masterchef first then start.. hemm wml!

NICE NICE BRO, ENTERTAININGGG IM IN A REALLY GOOOOD MOOOOOOD YAY! :)

kayyy gbyeeeee.

selma

justbeats

2011-05-22T04:03:00.000-07:00

Today I don't feel like doing anything

I just wanna lay in my bed

Don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone

'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything

do do do do do do do do doooooo~~~

sumpah itu soundtrack gue banget hari ini! udah niatin mau belajar tapi maleees banget bawaannya. pengen istirahat aja gitu doin regular things tiduran makan tiduran makan nonton tv main internet. how fat i'd be if everyday is sunday!

niatnya hari ini mau cfd tapi gagal gaada temen duh sedihnya haha, minggu depan deh insyaAllah.

ulum udah mendekat.. tanggal 6 juni. gue gatau exactly berapa minggu lagi karena emg nggk mau ngitung...atut haha

bismillah semoga gue siap. mau nyicil dari sekarang kok ngga ada niat, gue nggak tau kenapaa!! butuh seseorang yang bikin jadi power up gitu T_T

lagi nonton masterchef indonesia loh... banyak banget dramanya malesin-_- gue plg suka junior masterchef australia, anak nya lucu2 terus jago banget masaknya. yg penting NO DRAMA! hahahaha

hummm hari ini dihabiskan main game, ntn tv, ntn youtube. stalking kakak gue...justin bieber HAHAHAHAHA

gue lagi gila bangett gue pengen justbeats nya justin bieber. udahh lamaa kepengennya tapi limit nya sekarang. kepengen gara2

1. keren

2. sounds qualitynya bagus

3. HEADSET ROXY GUE JEBOL SPONGE NYA ROBEK T_Tv how saad broooo

by the way today is full of gossip. less movies. many new experiences karena mbak gue pulang digantik mak siti! horeeee jadi ada tmnnya kalo mbak gue itu yg lagi pulang kampung gapernah nemenin wwww haha terus gatau kenapa suka ngeselin kadang2. kalo maksiti seru ftw brohhh.

eh tadi chatting sama daffa... kangen bngt gelaa, bytheway dia penggemar justin bieber juga.....baca chat kami

jadi pkknya awal2nya gue curcol ke dia gue mau justbeats justin bieber terus guekasih link aneka macam justbeats...terus gini deh (sisanya udah ilang udah ketutupaan):

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mahal bangeeet

yang lamborghini keren bgt

justbeats ketemu

iya lamborghini jg bagus

sama harganya kayak justbeats justin bieber

limited

aaaaaku mau yg bieber version yg ungu!!!!!!! kerennnnnn oi

cm masuk 300 headphone di indo

yg bieber

justbeats ind????

deeek di luar negri ternyata harganya emg segitu jugaaa

diluar negri segitu 0_0

iya jadi justbeats yg masuk ke indo cuma ada 300 biji

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bye bye

ya gitu aja sih percakapan kami.. atasnya banyakkk tukeran2 link jadi gue sm dia stalkin justbeats gitu. duh yaAllah pengen broooh atau gak gausah justbeats gapapa deh :) tapi kalo bisa sih justbeats ehheheeh :B

dan ini gambarnya :

yang ini justbeats lamborghini :

somebody yang mau beliin, gue terima dengan senang hati HEHEHE ^_^ atau ada yg jual dgn harga murah? sini sini kasih tau aja, yg murah yaaa btw ORI! no kw.

ciao,

selma

:""""

2011-05-20T21:04:00.001-07:00

hai...mau curcol dikit bole dong

masa ya -_- huhu wifiku k e b a k a r! jadinya engga bisa buka internet yang artinya menghambat hidup gue......

jadi ngga bisa main it girl juga :/ gimana yac kabarnya? OHOHOHO B___)

bnyk yang sudah terjadi akhir2 ini! gue ngecat kamar gue by the way..... pake akrilik dengan painting skills yang sangat rata-rata. tapi mood ++ nih hahaha

skg lagi di circle kkk :O numpang internet hoho abis paskib. sama nadia gika khalisha nisita. tadi ada hana kinan diera juga.....hohoho q: q:

udh mau ngmg itu aja.....abisnya gktaumaungapain. setiap lagi butuh blog buat bercerita selalu pas lagi ga di dpn laptop atau wifinya lg rusak. kok sedih ya :__(

have a nice saturdayyyy,

selma

p.s : guecpdsmlobsnyajdgorgdoang kyklobsjdgwaja.

go there walk in my shoes, i bet you fall in the first step ;-)

2011-05-17T07:45:00.002-07:00

Justin Bieber suaranya ganteng. mukanya ganteng. semua nya ganteng.

^ say hi to my brother ;) ^

udah. cuma mau ngmg gitu aja

i53nk

2011-05-17T01:00:00.000-07:00

HAI!

to the point aja ya ;')

jadi tadi nyokap bbm kan.

nyokap : lagi apa?

gue : nonton film

n : emg cita2 nya apasih kok ntn film terus? jadi sutradara? atau penulis

g : gaktau yg jelas gak jadi dokter

n : yagausah jadi dokter -_-

HAHAHA emg gapenting bagian dokter nya-_-

terus kemaren gue nginep dirumah mbak cita, lg ada mas fian sm mas moudy juga. terus ngobrol2 gitudeh, terus kata mas fian gue cocoknya nanti fikom, kea public relation dll gitu deh. hemmm gue jujur aja belom tau mau jadi apa, karena gue bingung-_- banyak banget maunya hahaha. terus mas fian nyuruh gue ikutan tes bakat

nah berhubung nyokap gue juga tadi nanyain gitu, gue jadi inget kejadian gue sm mas fi itu kan. akkhirnya gue memutuskan ikut tes minat bakat dll online. digging di google, lumayan susah dapetnya-_- hemmm terus, results :

- THE ATTITUDE TEST.

your the kind of person who has an answer for everything... you always have a retort..you are a witty person that most love to loath... you are good at heart but poke your nose everywhere. some people think your interfereing but others think your great fun! you have a great attitude towards life but need to know where to draw

my perspective : beberapa bener beberapa enggak. gue kdg pengen tau ini itu tapi berusaha ngga ikut campur urusan org &&&&&& gue ngga love to loath....shit list gue pendek HAHAHAHA buttt terserah lo aja sih nilai gue gmn, i cant see my own self in you eyes,peep. i just wished i can.

- WHAT WILL YOU BE WHEN YOU GROW UP.

You are very sponatneous and daring. You are willing to do anything at any random time and enjoy the heart pounding joy of risking something important, for example, your life.

paling cocok = guru. paling ga cocok = penyanyi

gue ga cocok jadi guru & actually i used to dream abut being a singer.

my perspective : WRONG :)

niatnya mau ikutan tes minat dan bakat tapi gadapet -_- dapetnya tes tes gini gakjls emg ;)

iseng ajjjjja jadi.............yaudah ya gitu deh.. udh ganemu tes yg seru lg

by the way and the busway itu tes2 gitu krg akurat krn online & gue jawab mls2an. mskpn yaaa adalah bbrp yg bener

trs knp di taroo di blog dong sel? gktau iseng....HAHAH

A Rocket To The Moon's GIG!

2011-05-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

hulla blogs! i wrote some kind of useless posts couple of days ago but didnt posted it yeeeet cause i dont know... laziness? so stupid ikr. smh. whatsoever, let blogspot keep it save haha.

yesterday i watched A ROCKET TO THE MOON - HEY MONDAY - THE DOWNTOWN FICTION's GIG! what a gig hey i cannot even blaaah T_T

so amazing. its just...amazing. you know, when you felt something so good, no words are right. it's feeling that so priceless. apasih-_-

kemaren nonton bareng rame2, syara gika aras tamara chasa farisa. pertama TDF cuma tau satu lagu... i just wanna run. buat pemanasan okelaa. terus abis itu hey mondaay. hey monday gue gatau apa2, tapi farisa udah kayak org gila nyanyinya dan gue disebelah dia. kuping gue sakit bukan karena sound system nya, tapi karena sound system buatan Allah yang ditaro di tubuh farisa.........HAHAHA. eh btw gue jd jatuh hati sama hey monday.... cassadee cantik banget :) cute voice too.

terus terakhir a rocket to the moon. i was like climbing to the front rows. tapi udah kayak naik jet coaster, goyang2 serasa gempa bumi. cowok2nya rusuh, dikira nonton dangdut? go go watch dewi persik ;) where's your gentleness?. cewek2 udah sampe mau jatoh gitu sakit banget kegencet.

ikr ikr, you all are big fans of arttm, but dude, we are too! :Z no excuses okay

akhirnya dapet front row susah payah bareng yang lainnya. karena yg ntn hey monday mundur jadi lgsg brurrrr masuk nyelinep. penuh perjuangan banget :O but worthyyy!!!

terus super seru ya gue agak sebelah kanan, TEMPATNYA HALVO. OMG HALVO. i barely can take my eyes from you. the way you shave your hairrrr the way your body moved omg. i just cant resist you-_- hahahaha

terus NICK SANTINOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. haaaaah youre so good looking, good voice and expert in flirty things. goddamn baaaaaby.

terakhir2nya like we used to. gue udah hopeless :( mr. right ga dinanyiin. terus tbtb dia blg 'okay.. one more song okay.' dan itu MR RITEEEEEEEEEEEEE. pita suara rasanya udah mau putus. puas banget, dari lagu pertama sampe akhir nyanyi terus loncat2 terus bareng orang2 rame2. ga berenti nyanyi :33333333333

incredible nite.......:*

terus selesai2 kea duduk - duduk di dalem tendoor nya saking capenya. sama rombongan td + bea karina tasya dll. terus...tbtb someone's screaming. orang2 lari. GUE BARU SETENGAH DUDUK LANGSUNG BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOMS IKUTAN LARI. ternyata arttm keluar buat tanda tanganin fans-fansnya. alhamdulillah bersyukur banget gue blm keluar dr tendooor!!!!!!!!!!! gabisa dibilang sepi tapi paling sisa2 doang, 100/200an orang. kea pada jajaran di pager gitu bener2 penuh. gue udh hopeless, mana gue cebol. akhirnya gue nyari di tempat ujung2 yang masih sepi deket pintu keluar. terus nunggu disitu bareng karina bea.

1. NICK SANTINO

gue di tandatanganin pertama kali sm dia di tiket gue, gue udah gila banget ngga bisa mikir :3 gue sm karina teriak "I LOVE YOU NICKKKKKKK!" i felt like he looked me in the eyes with his incredibly pretty eyes and said 'thankyou' with a really2 big smile. i recommended you to be in the toothpaste ads. :DDDD your smile made me melt.

2. JUSTIN BRIGHTEN

gue lg sama karina tp pindah posisi gitu bukan di deket pintu. agak lebih susah dapetnya tp tetep aja strategis karena msh agak pinggir. org2 di tengah2 gitu. terus justin lewat, gue sm karina bareng 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUSTIN!!!!' and he's like smiling omg, trs dia blg 'thankyouuu' terus tandatanganin tiket gue LAFYAA

3. ANDREW

he's like all smily-doveyyyy while autographing and he was using barong shirt from bali i guess, green colored. i was like 'I LOVE YOUR SHIRTTTTT'

3. ERIC HALVORSEN!!!!!!

RISKY! too handsome even tho if you looked him closely, hes kinda like fish. sorry but YOURE HANDSOME AND I CANT SAY MORE. karina dapet. GUE AWALNYA NGGAK. gue udah kea 'halvo!!!!!!halvo!!!!!' gue udah depresi, dia udah ngelewatin gue............ngelewatin coi. karina udah pergi udah kesenengan dapet 44nya. and im like 'HALVOOOOOOOO' and i dont know if its me or maybe its true, he heard me and saw me....and his face kinda teasing. thinkin about give me one or not. and yes HE DID!!!! and i was like about to cryyyyyy because...i thought he wouldnt HEHEHEHEHEHEH

after that..yes you can guess. kumpul brg yang lain teriak2 kayak org gila padahal suara udh abis......

awesome nite. awesome nite. seriously.

ROCKEEEEEEEEEETS!

selma

thanks and sorry

2011-05-09T07:46:00.000-07:00

THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING AND SORRY FOR BEING STUNNINGLY ANNOYING :'''''D

i dont know what to do.

i dont know what to think.

what i know is

this is for the best.

it might be childish

selfish

and perfectly annoying

but then i thought of karma i'd get

and if i were in your shoe

i cant even stay

i cant even forgive my own self

its me

not you

yes i do know it, clearly

but im not going to make everything harder

not going to make everything more complicated

i told you it was too late

even though its not really bothering me

but yes it is a little

im sorry for being like this

being so immature

being so annoying

selfish

careless

badass

and all.

you dont know what i've been through

you dont even know

the real i am

one more thing

please just dont make everything you said too obvious

i know you were talking about me 'there'

and its like friggin obvious

and its kinda annoyed me

i know im selfish

once more

too selfish

cant even understand you

seems like it

so, i want to say

that

YOU DONT UNDERSTAND

and who you are to judge?

by the way,

consider it for your own good

i may admit it that in this case

i am the one

who's bitching

but then

you dont know what ive been considering

for too long

im not going to hurt you anymore

not even make

you a bad day

i have too much in mind

that you wouldnt understand

according to the fact

that my heart and yours

had a different way

of thinking

i thought its for the best

im not goin

to give you

another

heartache

another

confused stuffs

another

selfish things

another

immature attitude

sorry dude,

but it's over

and

i swear

the memories still stay :)

Tidak Jelas

2011-05-08T08:23:00.000-07:00

YOU GOT THAT SMILEEEE THAT ONLY HEAVEN CAN MAKE

sekarang jam 10.27 nggak akan tidur akan belom selesai ngerjain pr dan belajar. dari tadi nge gila di twttr bacot2 dan ngestatus di fb......#haloalay.

hari ini lg jadi anak hyper nggak tau kenapa. banyak banget yang terjadi....tapi gakjelas apaan. gatau apaan. yang jelas ngerasa hari ini nyapein banget. mana potong rambut!!!pendek banget T_T

doain gue bs selesai ya -_- bai

ohiya gue blm cerita kemaren gue naik kapal pesiar gedee. seru loh. kan bayangan gue kea bosenin dll, ternyata kayak titanic gitu. keren banget o_0 ada air conditioner nya terus tempat tidurnya pewe, sofa tv dll meskipun tv gabisa dipake orang gaada sinyal-_- terus kea ngansos dr dunia luar gaada sinyal soalnya.

terus pkknya seru gue naik 3 hari disitu. hm makanannya yaudah gausah complain lah kan makanan kapal~~ brurr

hm mau ngmgin apa lagi ya?:3

nggaktau-_- brb ngerjain tugas.~~

SO ITS UP TO YOUUU AND ITS UP TO MEE. and we'll be in the middle of our way back down to earth...you tell me this is for the best so tell me why im in tears~~

maaf deh lagi hyper kan jadinya kea menyelipkan lagu - lagu enak yang sedang diputar oleh itunezkoe ohoho

oiya kan terus tadi gue gila banget di twttr saking stress yang tidak tahu disebabkan apa. terus... msn blipblip berbunyi..

Della says:

Sel.......semoga cepet sembuh ya

Selma Halida says:

cepat sembuh kenapaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa?

Della says:

Saya melihat twit anda....

kam Intan says:

emg pr pr nya apaajadeh sel wakaka strees lo gue ngakak lo mention sendiri

terus ada lagi conv sama bhagas kea 'lo sakit apa sel' atau gmn gt gue lupa-_- udah gue close. trs cita....terus...banyak deh yg komentar. emg gue segitu nya ya?!?! hem...

terus...gue gatau lg mau ngmgin apa.......aiueooeoeeoeo gue potong rambut gue stresssss~_~

THE ONE I CANT LIVE WITHOUT. THATS YOUUU THATS YOUUUU

oooo my bieber. kepikiran trs sama dia haha unyu nya aku

eh akhir2 ini suka nemu orang yang suka stalk blog gue -_- alhamdulillah ternyata ada. i thought i was talking to the wall. :O

buat siapapun yg baca ini: makasih ya!

gatauknp lagi suka pake emoticon -_- keren aja...haha pusing juga sih liat nyalama2 biarin deh.

eh nih ya........bolehkan skali - kali gue sesat...capek tau kalo hidup itu penuh peraturan mana gue masih muda #paandeh. ya...gimana ya, terserah deh tapi ya pokoknya gitu-_- hidup itu kadang jg harus bebas, having some fun. jangan obey all the rules cause you gonna miss the funs. and every steps you take will get critics and hates. but that is life, bitches. take your choices and do things because you want to, not have to. #asik

lagian, kata justin bieber juga kan gini 'no matter how talented and nice you are, there will be people hate you' atau kurang lebih gitu gue jg lupa quotes nya-_- lagian, gue juga kan udah berusaha sebisa mungkin. please jangan ngejudge. capek tau? setiap apa yang gue lakuin dikomentarin. lo kira gue lagi ikut reality show? ini hidup pipol. betulin dulu hidup lo sendiri, baru urusin yang lain.

bukannya sok jadi bad girls atau gimana. ya gue juga ngga mau jadi orang yang ngmgnya udah kayak sok pemberontak naughty girl gitu kan. tapi gimana ya, kadang lo sakit hati nggak sih kalo lo udah ngelakuin sebisa lo, tapi masih aja di hakimin sama orang yang nggaktau gimana susahnya di posisi lo. minta dihargain dikit dong bu mas, di dunia nggak ada yg gratis. lagian belom tentu juga mereka bisa jadi kita dan done things better than us.

nggak mau jadi muna. gue ngaku gue sering ngehakimin orang dari luar nya aja. dan mungkin gue dapet payback alias karma, dengan di judge sm seseorang kayak gini. makanya start from now, gue berusaha untuk nggak ngejudge. karena ada suatu cerita di setiap manusia yg orang lain nggaktau.

mungkin slut2 diluar itu punya alasan tersendiri kenapa mereka kea gitu, yakan? hem. lagian who are you to judge, mbak? tuhan? tuhan aja nggak ngejudge..

yaiyalah secara dia tau segalanya.

sekarang udah jam 11.00 *make a wish*

alhamdulillah udah selesai tugasnya yeayeay tinggal print. blm belajar buat ulangan.... aduh capek :S

kenapa ya kalo begadang tapi mainan ga capek, kalo begadang ngerjain tugas bawaaannya pengen tidur aja

nih ya emang gue tuh pengguna sistem kebut semalam banget. nggak baik sih, tau banget tau. dan udah jadi kebiasaan sedihnya. masalahnya.......males. males itu loh ih coba gue bisa menghapus kata males didunia ini

ehkmrn gue ntn tanda tanya bareng uta dan syara di gancy. bagus deh. it teaches me that difference is not always brings bad things. lagian, kita harus respect pada sesama dong ;D

ngmgin difference. holla pipoll, wake up wake up. lo hidup di dunia yg beda-beda orgnya. lo gabisa nge expect mereka untuk jadi persis kayak lo. kalo semua org persis kaya lo, HOW BORED THIS WORLD GUNNA BEEEE.

tapi gimana ya, kdg perbedaan yang terlalu jauh jg gaenak. ga nyambung. kea....orang thailand sm indonesia. mereka hidup di dunia yg sama, ngeliat matahari yg sama, bulan yg sama bintang yg sama. tapi kalo ga bisa bahasa yang sama ya gimana mau nyambung to mbak? at least salah satu dari mereka harus bisa bahasa yg lain/at least bahasa inggris. nah kalo engga? sesering2nya lo mandangin dia smp ngiler juga nggak akan ngerti

jadi poin nya apa sel? belajarlah bahasa inggris. LMFAO. haha bener sih-_- at least belajar sesuatu yg bisa bikin jadi nyambung. tapi kadang juga tetep ganyambung, karena beda negara. mau ngomongin apa? dia cm bisa liat indo buruk2 aja, atau malah baik2 nya aja, kan dia gatinggal di indo. yah gitu deh emang rumit.

nah jadi sebenernya maksud gue nulis kayak gitu apa? nggak ada apa2 cuma pengen berusaha melek aja kalo nggak semua orang sama.

ohiya...gue gak se evil yang lo pada tau loh. pertama, gue udh potong rambut yg super fail jadinya kayak anak baik2...SMH SMH-_- hemm jokes aside pipol.

gue masih punya HAHAHAHA. gue masih punya hati tau?gue ini macam orang frontal bray. kadang sih, ga selalu. agak gimana juga ya, gue ini frontal tapi sensi. jadi gue mikir balik, kalo mau jahatin org gue mikir kalo gue jadi dia gmn. tapi kalo udh mentok mau diapain lg dong? duh gue gatau gue lg ngmgin apa... ngalor ngidul banget biasa lah udh 1 watt nih T_T

eh pengen banget deh gue teriak kelo 'mati aja lo' tapi gakbisa.................#gakjelas

ohiya!!kmrn gue ntn royal wedding. sumpaaaah gue cinta kate middleton. dia inspirational banget. btw prince harry, would you marry me? id be so hyper ;*

the best prince ever. org gila emang, joget2 ketawa2. aduh lucu banget sih lo :~z hidup itu memang harus dipenuhi tawa ea

aduh prince harry.........#demamharry

keep calm and harry is still single,

selma

JUSTIN BIEBER CONCERT. JAKARTA 23rd APRIL 2011.

2011-04-24T01:10:00.000-07:00

HELLO BLOGGIE. JUSTIN BIEBER JUSTIN BIEBER JUSTIN BIEBER *dancing*

yap. kemaren 23 april 2011. JUSTIN BIEBER KONSER DI INDONESIA, tepatnya di SICC (Sentul International Convention Center) YAY!.

gue nonton. yap NONTON. diiringi dengan kegalauan terlebih dahulu. jadi, awalnya gue beli tiket di..sebut saja X. tapi ada masalah dan gue baru dikasih tau kalo gue gabisa dapet tiket dari dia hari Jumat, padahal Sabtu adalah konsernya. udah stres mau nangis gitu, jiwa iseng gue muncul. gue sapa @noneyx gue blg 'lo nonton JB gaa?' dia blg nggak gara2 gadapet tiket. gue langsung hopeless gimana ya nasib gue. terus beberapa menit kemudian noni nyapa dan bilang 'bokap gue ditawarin temenya tiket RED 1,5 mau gak sel!!!?' gue langsung ceria. secara dapetnya RED Y_Y (nangis bahagia) dan itu lebih murah drpd harga aslinya. yapyap, gue mulai percaya di setiap hal pasti ada hikmahnya *:D*

akhirnya besoknya gue nonton bareng noni. niatnya baru ketemuan jam 11 dan capcus jam 12, tapi tbtb metrotv nyiarin..jalanan macet ga jalan sama sekali. akhirnya gue sama noni memutuskan untuk berangkat jam 11, ketemuan setengah 11.

ternyata kita sampe sana jam setengah 1 dan konser dimulai jam 8. strip anderskor strip. akhirnya gue sama noni jalan2 di Bellanova hypermarket.... sayangnya molnya ngga sehyper namanya.... gue sama noni gatau mau ngapain. akhirnya kita menemukan harta karun *mata berbinar2* YAP! 21 Cinema! HELLLYOOO mamma \m/ pilihannya cuma tiga. yang 1 Indonesia-Bokep, 2 Action, 3 Cartoon. kita milih yang ketiga, GNOMEO & JULIET. seru kok untuk mengisi waktu, lagian htmnya gilalo 10rb alhamdulillah bngt. coba di jakarta segitu htmnya....nonton tiap hari gua hiehie.

kita selesai nonton jam setengah 3 dan saat itu @keeynaan udah dateng. dia baru dateng.karena katanya macet.tidak jalan sm skali. alhamdulillah deh gue brngkt pagi....nonton pilem bleble~~ akhirnay kita ketemuan terus memutuskan untuk naik bis buat masuk ke SICC. *gaboleh pake mobil pribadi*

nyampe SICC nya, gue kinan dan noni beli kaos....yep kaos. warna ungu pastinya-_- karena kita bertiga gapake baju ungu, dan ngerasa super out of the world. rasanya kayak galayak nonton jastin biber di lautan ungu. gak asik aja *ea* akhirnya kita beli di tempatnya HAYKAL KAMIL HAHAHA. pertama2nya emang karena bagus kaosnya, eh lama2 nyeleweng gara2 haykal kamilnya ganteng-_- mukanya merah unyu gitu :3 abis itu kita beli bando I LOVE JB pake ada evilnya bisa nyala2 gt HAHAHAHAHA ALAY ABISSS. terus kita masuk. abis masuk gatau mau ngapain akhirnya foto2 bntr terus beli makan. karena gadapet tempat duduk, akhirnya ngebopung di pinggiran. jgn heran.

terus tibatiba ada yg blg yg RED disuruh masuk padahal baru jam stgh 5. gue noni RED kinan BLUE. jadinya niatnya mau nungguin kinan. akhirnya jalan-jalan tiba tiba teriak2 gitu. kan heran ada apa, ternyata ada justbiebs nya lagi ngintip2 dari ruangannya gitu dilantai plg atas. kea ngerjain fansnya gitu, buka jendela stgh trs dadah2 terus tutup. beberapa detik kemudian buka jendela yang lain yg disebelah kiri/kanan *jendelanya banyak* gitu T_T haha seru tapi.

terus jam setengah 6 akhirnya gue sama noni masuk, maaf ya kin :* dan disitu di dalem SICC bosen banget gaada kerjaan nungguin berapa jam lagi-_- akhirnya gue mainan Sally Spa sama Tap Tap di iPod HAHAHA T_T alhamduillah bawa. meskipun sempet ipod gue ketinggalan di kursi pas gue mau ke toilet......terus di ambil sm panitianya katanya mau ditaro di lost & found (makasih buat yg duduk di dpn gue udh ngasih info mwa) terus akhirnya gue nanya2 panitia...gada yg tau lost & found dmn. gue udh stress tp ya gpp dh yg penting diamankan. trs tbtb orgnya dateng ke deket2 seat gue dan org yg didepan gue blg 'itu orang yg ambil ipod kamu' akhirnya..dibalikin yeay.

terus openingnya gruvi, jam setengah 8. abis itu jam 8 teng DJ Tay keluar dan bikin countdown 15 menit. sambil nge countdown kita disuruh berdiri terus loncat2 kea dugem gitu yeahhh *_* seru banget parah. terus pas 3...2....1! JRENG Jb keluar. lagu pertama LOVE ME. itu super asik haaa ganteng banget gw gaboong dh.

terus dia nyanyi U Smile. pertamanya dia blg "INDONESIA! whats up? welcome to my world." diem terus... "im the greatest man in the world" *screaming* "because i will do anything to see u smile......because when u smile...*diem* what? *screams* i smile" terus senyum, terus nyanyi. anjrit ganteng bo. eh meskipun suara dia udah berubah jadi lebih berat dan awal2nya jelek, lama2 jadi stabil & bagus lg hwaa

terus abis u smile, runaway love. terus abis itu dia kea ngasih kita surprise. dia main gitar gitu! terus wartawan disuruh matiin kamera mereka. abis itu dia nyanyi macem2 fav girl, cry me a river gtgt grrrraaaw.

dancenya cool banget lagi sumpah dia nari kaya udah afal diluar kepala gaada beban gitu.

TRS ADA OLLG. ollg itu ONE LESS LONELY GIRL. itu pas dia nyanyi kea gitu dipilih satu orang yang sepengetahuan gua twitternya namanya @alyssadaguise. dia di bawa ke panggung, abis itu duduk, dia nangis saking senengnya. di peluk sama justin, di nyanyiin sm justin, di kasih bunga &&&&&& DI PEGANG PIPINYA. yaAllah, pada nangis bagian itu saking betenya HAHAHA-_-

terus dia sok sok bilang "i only can sing one more song" terus dia nyanyi PRAY dan disitu ganteng banget. terus dia keluar...abis itu pada teriak WE WANT MORE. terus di LCDnya ditulis 'you want more?' *YESSS* 'then make some NOISEEEEEE' *WUHUUUUU* 'LOUDER' 'WHOOOOOOWOOOO' terus justin keluar. kea 'you guys want me to sing again? what song do you want me to sing?' *BABYYYYYYY* 'what? one time? okay --trs nyanyi one time abis itu-- no no no not that. sooo what?' *BABYYYY* 'what? hit me baby one more time? --nyanyi-- nooo? sooo what?' *BABYYYYYYY* 'what? who says (fyi, who says is selena's song which is in the backstage) --terus dia nyanyi who says. super cuteeee' terus akhirnya 'ohhh i think i know what you guys talking about. baby? you want me to sing baby? WHO WANTS TO BE MY BABY; LANGUSNG ANGKAT TANGAN SCREAM GITUUU HAHA. terus akhirnya dia nyanyi baby dan itu super seru. closing nya dia blg 'thanku indonesia. you guys are amazing'

yg paling lawak itu dia blg gini pas tengah2 konser 'i want to know how many single ladies in here?' dan semuanya mau yg punya pacar sampe single teriak sama tunjuk tangan. gua single sejati raasanya!! hAHAHAHAH. terus yasudah deh~~~yeaaay seru banget. abis selese konser gue kea duduk. tatapan kosong terus ngmg 'demi apa barusan gue nonton konsernya justin bieber?' beberapa menit kemudian 'demi apa udh selesai?' super shock senengnya ganahan. gantengnya............dewa.dewa.dewa.dewa subhanallah :0 eaaaa.

sumpah i lavya justin. awalnya gue ga belieber2 banget tapi abis ntn konser lo gue jadi......arggh. kepikiran bngt gantengnya lo. tapi yg disayangkan adalah lo kurang flirty. you knowww? kurang flirty.

FACT.

gue suka banget ngestalk artis2 yang baru konser di indo atau baru mau. mereka kea super seneng pas abis konser. kea ngetweet ttg Indo lbh heboh & banyak drpd negara lain. dulu gue prnh ngetweet ttg tweet2nya cobra kan? kmrn gue stalk bruno & justbiebs. serius deh, terbukti bngt orang indo gila -_- justin bieber aja cukup banyak ngetweet ttg Indo drpd negara lain. silahkan stalk sendiri.

nih ya..

@justinbieber.

1. Indonesia is so #BEAST !! I can tell it's gonna be a good show tomorrow. #myworldtour

2. solid game of hide and go seek at the hotel...we have the entire floor to our crew...had to do it!#childishgamesareepic

3. Indonesia is going to be crazy today...the streets are filled.#myworldtour

4. all day breakfast menu....clutch

5. Indonesia was HYPED!!! Great show and met the Indonesian CHUCK NORRIS...he was the guy driving the pickup truck in our Police escort. #BEAST

wuuuhuuu \m/

shitman, lovu Justin Biebs.

selma

SLEEPOVER & Movie Marathon

2011-04-24T00:20:00.000-07:00

HOLLAAAAA MAU CERITA BNYK NIH GUA.

first of all, rabu kemaren tepatnya tanggal 20 ada SLEEPOVER di rumah gue bertemakan 'FILM INDONESIA' HAHAHAHA.

kita kea movie marathon gitu, anak anaknya adalah...

left to right : syara, sheila, gika, cadu, aras, gue, dinda, icha. yg moto : tamara.

awesome daaaay wiff u galss.

pertamanya nonton Radith & Jani. seperti yang kalian tahu..........CERITANYA BAGUS, SAD ENDING, BERMAKNA dan kalo lo normal, yang paling penting adalah KEGANTENGAN VINO G BASTIAN. LOOK.

ganteng bngt yaAllah!!! *_*v

terus kan terakhirnya jani nikah sama org gajelas, trs radith dateng terus *kira kira*...

jani ; i miss u bodoh

radith ; miss u too

radith ; jani, nama dia siapa? *nunjuk anak mereka*

jani ; *diem* kirana.

---diem----

flash back pas radith bilang..

'kalo anak kita cowo, mau aku kasih nama Bumi. kalo cewe, aku kasih nama Kirana'

radith ; jani... cium dan peluk dia tiap malem ya. bilang kalo aku akan selalu ada di samping dia.

DLL. pokoknya DAMN SEDIH

awalnya sheila yang nangis pertama. syara sok gagah bilang 'yaaaah sheila nangis woo!' eh pas udah ending...

tamara ; teriak2 marah2 'harusnya radith sama jani!!! jani gblh kea gini gblh2' awalnya gua kira dia marah2 doang, pas gue liat dia udah nangis berlinang air mata parah.

syara ; karma. dia nangis beleber gabisa berenti=_=

gue ; nangis gila gabisa ngmg

icha ; nangis yg pas flashback masa2 mereka berdua. kea diem terus super basah matanya

dinda & gika ; awalnya ga nangis, trs kebawa suasanya jadi bercucuran air mata juga.

cadu ; nangis diem2.....pas di lirik tbtb udah basah aja matanya

yang paling gabisa dipercaya

ARAS NABILA MINARNO NANGIS HAHAHAHA :*

lanjottt

terus kita nonton ayat ayat cinta, tapi tbtb ga mood akhirnya ganti jadi love in perth. gamood lagi ganti jadi Crazy Little Thing Called Love. pas ini lgsg pada mood, *memang...keluar jalur dari yang temanya 'film indonesia' gapapa deh, kan masih asia (?)* terus as akhir2nya...

1. pas Nam ngaku ke Shone dia suka sama Shone di kolam renang, syara nangis. LAGI. yang lain nangis tapi kea didalem hati gitu gabisa dikeluarin. udah abis buat Radith & Jani

2. pas Shone bilang 'Im waiting someone to come back from America' semuanya langsung teriak2 parah gitu-_- kayak orang gila.

BTW. MARIO MAURER a.k.a SHONE MAU KE INDO NEXT MONTH.YEP.

TAKE A LOOK.

TAPI.......DIA BOTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAK.

sedeng emang.

OH-OH MARIO,

selma :*

Tour Bus

2011-04-17T06:45:00.000-07:00

JUSTIN BIEBER'S TOUR BUS

LADY GAGA'S TOUR BUS

KATY PERRY'S TOUR BUS

TAYLOR SWIFT'S TOUR BUS

KELLY CLARKSON'S TOUR BUS

SELMA'S TOUR BUS

so far, mnrt gue yg paling eksklusif & keren itu punya gue sendiri soalnya dari luar udah bisa keliatan dalemnya. jadi, menimbulkan kesan artis yang murah hati tebar senyum sana sini. terus warnanya juga eksklusif & mahal, bentuknya? jempol 4 deh.

Vrequaxierre @ Closing Acex Labspart 2011 ;D

2011-04-16T17:10:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHA LOL

2011-04-16T17:08:00.001-07:00

The Girl That Silence The World for 5 Minutes.

2011-04-14T08:55:00.000-07:00

menginspirasi banget ^_^\m/

Jakarta, Indonesia

2011-04-11T08:39:00.000-07:00

kok Jakarta, Malaysia deh? Indonesia tau B-)

good news!

2011-04-07T07:40:00.000-07:00

halo doood. tomorrow is a big daay.

EXASKY 8E! YEAAAAY MEEEE :D

temanya..rahasia. gue jadi apa....rahasia. jadi bisa dikatakan gue gabisa cerita apa2 dulu. pokoknya wish us tons of luwwwwck ahaaay.

oiya, i bring you a really special news :) IM GONNA WATCH JUSTBIEB's CONCERT! which will be held 23th april 2011 @ sentul. tapi masalahnya baru dapet ijin kemaren dan tiket sold out. calo mahal banget 3 juta 2 juta, mau nangissss mau banget nonton :|

beginilah peristiwanya :

you rock mumsss ;*

late nite.

2011-04-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

halo semuanya.

sekarang jam 22.14 kayaknya bakal jadi another late night gitu haha-_- udah 3 hari gue tidur jam 1 an gara - gara ngerjain tugas bejibun, ngebenerin nilai karena rapot kemaren lumayan banyak yang bolong (baca : blm dikerjain).

tadi disekolah super seru bareng dinda, aras, icha sama adit. hari ini kan hari terakhir pengumpulan analisis puisi. sebenernya gue udah buat dari lama tapi baru 50%. dan ngebuat nya itu gasegampang baca puisi-nya.....giladeh bener haha. gue begadang 2 hari ngerjain, kemaren-kemarennya kena serangan males dan emang sibuk *ciedeh* eh tapi beneran deh, minggu2 sebelomnya pulang diatas jam 7 terus.

terus kemaren malem gue tidur jam 11an, sebenernya belom selese, baru 70% belom cover dan lampiran. terus setan berbisik "ngapain sih sel ngerjain terus, istirahat lah dengerin lagu dulu, nanti lanjutin lagi" dan karena emang luar dalem pegel, turutin ajadeh-_-

terus ternyata gue ketiduran. percaya atau ngga gue bangun jam 5. dan begini adegannya :

mbak = bangun bangun

gue = *sangat sangat sangat, hanya terjadi sekali setahun* (langsung bangun terus melotot, duduk dan teriak) AAAAA tugas bahasa Indonesia!

oke, pertama. mbak gue banguninnya ga sesantai itu. udah ngegebrak gebrak serasa gempa sebenernya. dan kedua, adegan gue bangun duduk melotot teriak adalah adegan sinetron banget yang nggak tau kenapa terjadi di gue. mungkin karena gue berjiwa sinetronisme.

abis itu gue langsung ngerjain, padahal setengah jam setelah gue bangun udah harus berangkat. dengan terpaksa gue blg 'mbak aku naik motor aja'. akhirnya gue naik motor ke sekolah. seharus nya gue berangkat 5.30 teng atau gak bakalan telat, tapi gue berangkat 5.45 jadi silahkan bayangkan nyeseknya. cuma 15 menit lebih telat udah harus ganti kuda........... padahal mata udah kayak apaan, udah serasa gapunya mata tenggelem gitu.

lawaknya lagi gue tidur pas di motor-_- kayaknya kena virus nadam.bisa tidur dmn aja yegak nad HAHA gadeng mwa

terus gue plg sklh belom selese blm print dll. jadi sbnrnya pagi2 gue telat berangkat itu useless. sekali lagi. USELESS. huahahaha. terus akhirnya otak gue dengan sangat brilian menyarankan buat bawa printer sama segepok kertas aja kesekolah.

WHY NOT? HAHAHAHA

emang sedeng, tapi kalo ga sedeng berarti bukan selma B) ciedeh.

akhirnya gue di bawain printer plg sekolah, sama bener bener segepok kertas blm dipuka dari bungkusnya *penting*

terus gue dinda aras icha adit ke redtable buat numpang colokan buat ngeprint dan menjilid, ngejilidnya deket cuma nyebrang jadi asik. terus kayak di redtab satu jam-an gitu masih ngedit dll. super stress gelaxx hauhau. tapi seru bangettt, kayak lawak gitu gue bawa printer ke restoran-_-

abis itu udah deh selese~~~~ hari yang menyenangkan.

abis itu kmrn BRUNO MARS. BRUNO MARS WAS FREAKIN AWESOME, DUDE. I REALLY WISH HE WILL COME BACK REALLY, REALLY SOON. because i didnt watch him, last night.

nyesel nya dewa banget bro, rasanya ditusuk2 gitu. *pingsan lari kabur* terus tadi disekolah icha aras keep talking about bruno, misi mereka bikin org keren kayak gue sedih. ah alay, ngapain sih sedih? *pake topeng bahagia*

terus gue kemaren akhirnya mengisi malam gue yg indah dengan ntn ayat - ayat cinta di transtv. yak. worth it. sangat. bagus gue sampe nangis.................HAHA fahri ganteng. gila udah lama bngt gue ganonton nih film :33333 terus ditemenin analisis puisi deh. mantapz.

udah deh ya segitu doeloe.

selma

HEY BALI :D

2011-04-04T06:19:00.000-07:00

hai! minggu kemaren gue libur satu minggu. bayangkan. satu minggu *ketawa setan* betapa berharganya itu bagi anak seperti saya yang......*fill in the blank*

gue jadi mentor orientasi, jadinya enggak bisa full holiday gitu sih. but overall, it was fun.

Rabu gue ke surabaya, seperti biasa gue anak ilang sendirian di bandara gitu. mana datengnya telat *tepuk tangan*. terus kamisnya gue ke Bali.

di bali cuma sampe jumat (baca : 1 malem 2 hari). mungkin kalian nanya "apa enaknya ke bali 2 hari?" kalo diliat dari sisi cinta negri serta refreshing, udah cukup kok.

hari pertama dibali gue bersenang riang belanja, dari jam 7 pagi sampe 10 malem. gempor geelak. tapi yasudah, untuk memuaskan hati. dateng2 sarapan dulu di sebuah restoran yang makanannya sangat enak, terus belanja-belanja-belanja. sempet juga liat toko perhiasan yang super cool gedungnya, nanti gue upload deh (jangan ingatkan aku untuk mengupload foto closing)

sayangnya gue gasempet ke pantainya-_- ini lawak sekali. ke bali malah belanja, bukannya bermain dipantai. salah satu keuntungannya sih, menghindari terjadinya adegan2 sinetron sctv gitu. ketemu di bali berpelukan di sunset..lupakan.

terus akhirnya hari ke 2, gue bangun pagi untuk berenang di hotel. terus gue bangun, jam 6 di bangunin nyokap. terus gue bilang 'aku gakusah berenang deh, mau tidur aja' #genjreng. terus beberapa menit kemudian temen nyokap gue sms dan bilang 'saya mau berenang dulu ya' dan karena kalian semua tau gue anak yang labil nan keren...gue bangun dan berkata 'yaudah deh ma..aku berenang aja'

silahkan memasang muka poker face. trolololol

terus gue berenang dengan target 5x bolak balik alias 10 kali dari ujung ke ujung. targetnya adalah menambah tinggi badan dan mengurusi badan. walaupun yang akhirnya didapat adalah.....bertambah hitamnya kulit saya

tapi namanya juga refreshing. resiko sama keuntungannya setimpal lahyaaa. (pdhl aslinya udah borong lulur sekoper)

terus jam 8 gue check out dari hotel, terus menuju tempat buat bermain main. and the fun begin!

gue main macem2, mulai dari jets ski..gue udah lama banget gak main ini. kangen bray. serudeh gue langsung ngebut gitu mas2nya sampe shock HAHA ampon. terus abis itu gue main banana boat. biasa deh-_- terus main big maple, big maple tuh kea semacem donuts/flying fish. seru banget mas2 nya ngerjain gue-_- ampe pusing...

terus abis itu ke joger, tapi pas gue ke sana kata2nya belom ada yang terlalu menyentuh. jadi gue cuma beli notes dll, bukan baju. terus gue beli kalkulator super gede se ipad gitu HAHA serasa ipad eaa deh. lucu pokoknya.

terus...pulang ke surabaya :|||| tapi nggak papa, cukup puas kok.

terus itu kan hari jumat, rencananya hari sabtu gue balik ke jakarta. tapi pas sabtunya itu kan jam 3 rencananya, cuma #magerattack BANGET MAN. seharian gue nggak bangun dari tempat tidur, kerjaan gue cm nonton film film film haha padahal udah hatam semua itu gue ulang2 aja. terus jam 3 gue blm siap...nyokap sempet heran knp anaknya semager ini. tapi kan aku one of a kind momzzzz *kedip2 mata*

akhirnya gue plg hari minggu-____-v yasudah segitu saja liburan saya.

pecinta liburan.cinta indonesia.cinta ilahi

selma!

Crazy Little Thing Called Love

2011-03-29T08:26:00.000-07:00

HOLLA PIPOOOOOL

just watched CRAZY LITTLE THING CALLED LOVE, one of the most beautiful movies o_o this movie came from Thailand. the story is about an ugly-ordinary-student who's in love with this boy, a really handsome, reallyreallyreally handsome boy that seems so hottie and perfect. she kept her love for like 3 years. when it's the graduation day, this ugly girl that has turned into a really beautiful girl told her feeling to this perfect boy. but then, after she did that she knew that the perfect boy just having a relationship and its just started about one week ago.

then the boy came home. in this scene, he just showed his feeling. he is a photographer, and he always bring his camera. when he got home, he opened his journal which is full with the ugly-that-turned-into-a-beautiful-girl's photos. so, actually, he's in love with her too, from the first grade. before she turned into a beautiful girl.

kay, not gonna tell you the rest or the details. it's not gonna be that fun ;--P JUST WATCH IT, YOU WON'T REGRET DUDE. Believe me :D

happy watching!,

selma.

p.s = GANTENG BANGET GANAHAN BRO

Baby, Im Yours.

2011-03-28T04:14:00.000-07:00

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until the stars fall from the sky,
Yours (yours) until the rivers all run dry
In other words, until I die

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until the sun no longer shines,
Yours (yours) until the poets run out of rhyme
In other words, until the end of time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/a/arctic_monkeys/baby_im_yours.html ]
I'm gonna stay right here by your side,
Do my best to keep you satisfied
Nothin' in the world can drive me away
'Cause every day, you'll hear me say

Baby, I'm yours (baby, I'm yours)
And I'll be yours (yours) until two and two is three,
Yours (yours) until the mountains crumble to the sea
In other words, until eternity

Baby, I'm yours
'Til the stars fall from the sky
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the rivers all run dry
Baby, I'm yours
'Til the poets run out of rhyme
(fade out)

WHATTA ROMANTIC SONG, ISN'T IT? first time l listen to it and i just fall in love with this. that easy!

thanks for della for telling me this romantic song :p;p the lyrics are so fuckin driving me kraazy. bloody hell.

i bold some sentences that (for me) really deep and romantic. 2 and 2 is 3 whoa dunno why this sentences stuck in my brain :o

kay, now my itunes is playing... this galau song.

'And my mates are all there trying to calm me down

'Cause I'm shouting your name all over town

I'm swearing if i go there now

I can change your mind turn it all around'

duddde, this song is epic. the script is one of my favvv.

'On a lonely night you will see

You're everything to me (you got everything)

On a lonely night oh the truth is

Every night is lonely without you

Every night is lonely without you here.'

when 4 and 4 is 7

when songs dont know what melody is

when the world drives you crazy

when there's nothing respond while you shoutin' my name

when a lonely night kills you slowly

that's when you have to remember

that, baby, i'm yours :D

selma.

CLOSING ACEX LABSPART 2011

2011-03-27T01:09:00.000-07:00

HEY FELLAS. yesterday was one of a kind!

kemaren seruu banget :D:D diawali dengan bangun setengah lima (padahal kemarennya plg jam 7 gara2 ngecat backdrop panggung), pake acara ngaret bangun dan segalanya, sampe disekolah jam 5.15 langsung ngurus stand 8E yang dapet tema Filipina. kemarennya (jumat) belom selesai masih ancur dan copot2 tempelannya.

setelah itu jam 6 pagi crews dipanggil sama pak ucok dan dikumpulin di konblok buat di bagiin kaos crew yang suppa cool o_o abis itu crews mulai kerja masing2 ke bagian mereka, yg keamanan mulai stay di posisi dll, dan kita ngga boleh bantuin stand kls lagi. maaf ya 8e....:*

banyak bgt org komentar tentang rambut gue yg ternyata kena cat pas ngecat backdrop. dan itu dibagian belakang, sangat banyak. tp gue kalo ngaca ga keliatan, jadi pas jumat malem itu gue ngga keramas-_- karena kata org2 rambut gue udah kea bule (baca : pirang) akhirnya gue ke circle k ditemani kinan terus keramas disekolah dilantai 2, di keramasin sama kinan-_- untung gue bawa handuk kecil huahah.

unexpected, gue selesai cukup cepat.. 15 menit mngkn?ngahaha. gak basah kuyup loh -_- terus gue sama kinan turun, kinan mulai bantu 8e ngehias stand lagi sedangkan gue ke ruang sekertariat buat ngurusin vrequaxierre yang tampil jam 10.40.

acara sukses, pagi2 dimulai dengan Jazzy Top Hat yang nyanyiin 2 lagu, Pain Game lagu buatan mereka sendiri yang sangat enaaaak dan lagu dari RAN, nothing lasts forever. terus jam 10.40 VRX tampil make baju bertema ancient egypt, setema sama tema Acex Labspart 2011 terus seruuudeh pokoknya. terus di akhir2 itu ada Shuffle dari Tangsel 3 (@street1shuffle) sama Ridle! (@dengerinridle) yang launching mini album mereka di closing kita. it was fun! totally.

terus acara selesai, adegan tangis menangis, pidato menyenangkan seru skali tos tos acex labspart 2011 sukses. pelukan, foto2. nyanyi2 lagu dufan-_- dan segalanya. rasanya beban tuh melayang. you know, i did it with my heart but sometimes its freak me out with all the stress and the complicated things in this event. sayang banget sama tim danus gueeee ; safira maulidina syara sita ulie rio. haaaa! kangen :|||

terus abis kita pisah, udah pada plg, gue syara dinda aras gika mejeng di tangga masjid, yang pemandangannya sangat sejuk dan seru sepoi2 gitu. gue sama gika versus dinda sama aras battle dugem, dengan syara menjadi juri. tapi tbtb syara di telf jadi dia plg dan gaada juri, akhirnya kt dengerin club cant handle me bareng2 sambil joget2 di tangga-_- ber4 udah kayak apaan haha

yaaaaa segitu deh, foto dan video bakalan di upload di post setelah ini ya.

with lavvv.

selma

p.s = nothing can describe how big this event means to me and my generation. it's when everybody having their own loads and solved it together. when everybody realized how much they need each other. mg, i love 9 :''''')

THIS.

2011-03-24T06:02:00.000-07:00

i found this in tumblr. what a beautiful sentences....omg :0

KETIKA ALLAH MENCIPTAKAN WANITA.

ALLAH berfirman :

Ketika Aku menciptakan seorang wanita, ia diharuskan untuk menjadi seorang yang istimewa. Aku membuat bahunya cukup kuat untuk menopang dunia, namun, harus cukup lembut untuk memberikan kenyamanan.

Aku memberikannya kekuatan dari dalam untuk mampu melahirkan anak dan menerima penolakan yang seringkali datang dari anak-anaknya.

Aku memberikan kekerasan untuk membuatnya tetap tegar ketika orang lain menyerah, dan mengasuh keluarganya dengan penderitaan dan kelelahan tanpa mengeluh.

Aku memberinya kepekaan untuk mencintai anak-anaknya dalam setiap keadaan, bahkan ketika anaknya bersikap untuk menyakiti hatinya.

Aku memberinya kekuatan untuk mendukung suaminya dalam kegagalannya dan melengkapi tulang rusuk suaminya untuk melindungi hatinya.

Aku memberinya kebijaksanaan untuk mengetahui bahawa seorang suami yang baik tidak akan pernah menyakiti isterinya. Tetapi, terkadang menguji kekuatannya dan ketetapan hatinya untuk berada disisi suaminya tanpa ragu.

Dan akhirnya, Aku memberinya air mata untuk dititiskan. Ini adalah khusus miliknya untuk digunakan bila mana ia memerlukannya.

hmmm. i love you mommy ❤❤

selma

#100factsaboutme

2011-03-21T06:43:00.015-07:00

people are talkin' about their facts on twitter but i prefer spreading my facts here :p

1. kind :p

2. crazy, they say

3. frontal

4. kinda sarcastic

5. a girl you hardly understand

6. labile ._.

7. being misjudged really often

8. trying to make people around me happy

9. sometimes i want to be somebody else

10. my style of fashion depends on my way. no fashion icon, no trends.

11. selfish but trying not to

12. loving novels and comics and magazines

13. really need my friends around me

14. sometimes being such a hypocrite. hell yea, who doesn't?

15. for me, its fuckin hard to show you what i feel inside

16. crying is my way to let my pain go away

17. regret. too much.

18. can't even make my own decision without asking some people's opinion

19. sometimes i feel like im not fit in. feel like im not part of them but then i realize, how much i need them and how many times i solved my problems because of them. how many times they texted or called or chat with me just to tell their problems and mistakes ;) i laaaaaaaauf you all!

20. sometimes i think being somebody else will so much better

21. im not that smart in science and math. but im trying to be a good friend for them

22. i hate waiting. i do i do.

23. i really want to be asked about my opinion, before someone that close with me take a decision

24. maybe its childish, but having gifts for your birthday is fun:D

25. music is my way to lose my anger

26. suppppper sensitive ;)

27. not romantic. fuckin at all. all the waaaay. but maybe i will, sooner hahah, who knooows

28. i really need someone who wont give up on me

29. unspoken words......and wishes...hopes.....dreams.......needs............and their friends......killing me

30. really need and want to have a big brother :DDD

31. i love soft colors.

32. foods.....i love them............cant live without them omg ;o cravvvving

33. sometimes i really dont want to go home cause it means im goin to be grounded on my own bedroom being all alone all the way. but sometimes i really dont want someone to disturb me. me times alert haha

34. sometimes afraid of something is shudnt afraid of

35. feeling so different sometimes

36. easily get negative thinking

37. hate sad endings!

38. secretly love my fam somuchee

39. sometimes (really,sumtimes) two faced...ahahaha WHO DOESNT BTW

40. in love with a rocket to da mooon

41. someone said ' i need to talk to you' and im like 'did i do sumthin wrong??'

42. i hate being misjudged

43. i hate when my housewife pretends to be really nice when my parents home haha

44. i hate when someone ruins my plans that ive made perfectly

45. i hate being ignored

46. i hate being told what is forbidden or 'you still a teen or child' ah wtff

47. feelin like i know anything when my knowledge score is 0 :p

48. STUBBORN ALL THE WAY ;D

49. sometimes i misjudged someone before get to know em better ;) yeaaa karma. doesnt it?

50. im not a plan b maker! what ive planned shud happen....

51. im not hearing any excuses or accept any compromises when its about my dreams or something really important

52. i love being a leader ;D

53. easily stress and depressed ;\

54. i love teaa wooho

55. i love 9th generation sooomuch!

56. i used to be student of diandidaktika 2009 ;D:D

57. i love galau songs.....rawr but i do love the rock or indies one.

58. i love stalking. but not really often

59. im waiting for someone who can make my life more colorful.

60. i get angry easily when im stress or tired

61. not really confident sometimes

62. missing the old you ;\

63. i hate being backstabbed

64. hate someone who takes control of my life

65. trying to understand what happened around me. what happened in my life. but my selfish side win. aiueo :o

66. galau is my habit

67. im at school and study is the last thing i have ever wanted. im at home and im in my mood to study and really need a teacher. how.....

68, really need vacation!!! omg

69. i dont like you. you who's backstabbing me. you who cant even keep their promises

70. perfect life for me is only in a fairytale. when im admitting that happy endings are everywhere.

while there's a perfect things in someone's life, i know right there's some story people would never know..

71. i can keep their secrets. but wwwwwhy! i cant keep my own secrets from my bestfriends and then friends and then.....the secrets spread.

72. i want to have a really new style of bedroom!!!!!!!!

73. sometimes rudeeee

74. I LOVE MOVIES. O GOD ;O I REALLY DODODODODODO!.

75. sleep and cookies are my drugs

76. im the right brain peeps. not the left one. kinda hate science math and all.....:o

77. i dont like being compared. except im the good one.

78. ihateyouihateyouihateyouiahatethewayyoulookedatmelikeimmatrashthatwouldntfitin

79. easily get badmood, ough badass

80. one of a kind

81. i love karaoke with my bestiees!

82. i lovvvvve sushi and beef teriyaki

83. i want to sleepover at my friend's but its really hard to get the permission from ma parents

84. sometimes i forced myself too hard to accept many disappointment in life. ooow life is a bbbitch :p

85. i dont like being forced except by my own self

86. i love noodles. toodles D:

87. i love music's beats that could handle some of my emotions :D

88. i really dont want to be in a cage, but some situation make me have to. keep being a person everybody wanted me to be is killing. aiueo

89. some stories of me. that nobody will never know. is the saddest part of my wholeeee life

90. rarely cried. when i cry, it means everything just forced me out of the line.

91. i really need internet. its like part of my life. no internet = no life hahaha

92. height is my problemoo

93. i really want to get to sma labsky 2 years again. by jasussss really wantwantwant thats why i studied. one of the most laziest thing in da wurld :p

94. laaaaazy! magermagermager x_x

95. too much dreams that wouldnt come true cause its not rational. the rational dreams are not comin yet.

96. i love chilli :D more than ketchup

98. im such a free birds that need to fly high high higher and feel free to go or do whatever they want aaaa

99. sometimes i think i think too much

100. writing 100 facts about me killing my brain and smacking my fingers! hahaha it's fun to share btw :D

lavya all.

selma

p.s = dont be such a hypocrite. realize that youre same with me...in some ways in some reasons in some sides in some.................numbers. yes you are haha. bye! ;D

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2011-03-11T03:57:00.000-08:00

HAI-_-

gue dari kemaren kemaren nyoba ngepost tapi ga ke post post ya mungkin allah tidak mengijinkan karena galau-galau ga bermutu atau memang koneksinya abal.

gue mau cerita aja deh ya soal kegilaan yang terjadi akhir akhir ini...

1. ACEX LABSPART BERJALAN dengan sesuai rencana meskipun sempet rusuh gitudeee tp menyenangkan sekali walaupun membuatku beruban eaaa \=D/ makasih bgt buat danusers tercintaa huaha. seru seru :D tapi kerja kt blm selesai nih sygnya. capek bgttt dan jd suka keluar kelas.

2. ada ldks buat kls 7 dan gue jd pj hari pertama. dan masa ya masa.....ktnya gw galak-_-

3. kemaren kan latihan di rmh lakeysha, tapi gue sm tamara ditinggal-_- jdnya kita naik taksi dengan uang bermodal dari saskia yg sangat baik hati *tauajalosaskitabokeksejati, akhirnya kita ngotw ke rumah lake. terus ya kan pertama gadapet2 taksi di depan sekolah akhirnya jalan kaki ke CK, terus abs itu ada taksi kan lewat (blm sampe ck) terus kita naik. orgnya blg 'mau kmn dek?' gue sm tamara ribet gara2 belakang pada nglaksonin akhirnya kita masuk baru ngmg.

"ke daerah pondok indah pak'

"yah saya mau ke greya (atau mana gitu) jadi ga lewat situ)"

dan hellyeah gue sm tamara keluar taksi yang udh jalan sekitar 1 meter-_- super labil dan abal banget2an diliatin org2

terus akhirnya ada taksi lewat di sebrang, bener2 pas kita keluar. akhirnya kita kesitu dan langsung masuk.....tapi

"pak pondok indah ya pak"

"saya mau ngambil orderan disitu dek (nunjuk gerbang labsky"

.................BYE

gue sm tamsky keluar lg dr taksi yang belom jalan sama sekali, dengan lokasi yang berada pesis di sebrang kita keluar dari taksi pertama...satu meter disebelah tempat awal kita naik taksi pertama. how sad it was? huahaha ketawan abis ngga pernah naik taksi....tapi naik bajaj. yang sangat alami natural sgt ke indonesiaan dan..........gamake ambil orderan.

akhirnya dapet taksi jg. taksi ketiga hauahaha untung aja yambaya. supir nya baik, ngajak ngobrol gitu ok gapenting-_-

4. senin uhbt bray!!!! mati ajadeh gue bnrbnr gaada niat buat belajar dan segalanya.

pertama ; gue capek dengan sekolah sekolih sekuluh

kedua ; gue jarang msk kls, jd sama skalli gasiap

ketiga ; bawaannya pgn molor mulu

keempat ; lagi gasolat, jadinya pgn marah2 dan emosi gajls. dan yng terpenting, gbs berdoa biar nilai bagus-_-

yang terakhir agak gak jelas tp sisi kerohisan gue muncul:*

5. K. gue galau bgt. youve no idea how it feels like to be somebody they think you are not. to be somebody that way too different from what theyve been expected.

makanya, sometimes expecting is disappointing and not expecting is just too let it flow.

pgn jadi orang let it flow, yang bomat deh SMA dimana, bomat nilai gue gimana. yg penting gue idup dan bahagia. tp its just so not me.

gue lebih ke....tipe yang expecting, makin plans (but not plan b maker), too lucky and kinda strong when actually inside of me are kejang2...

dan lo gatau apa ya, hanging on itu rasanya gaenak bgt

dan ini super random......

youre one of a kind. bener2 one of a kind. gabisa di cari lagi.

sip ditutup dengan kegalauan.

selma

Friends VS Best Friends

2011-02-16T04:36:00.000-08:00

Friends VS. Best Friends

FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”

FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.

BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “Seven days…” !

FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.

BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”

FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.

BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.

FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.

BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”

FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.

BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.

FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool withyou at that time of the month.

BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.

FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.

BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run - beep - run!”

FRIENDS: Will help you move.

BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.

FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”

FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.

BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.

FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.

BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!

FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.

BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin “DAMN!” we messed up!

FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.

BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.

FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.

BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.

FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.

BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”

FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.

BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…

FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.

BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you

FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.

BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”

FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.

BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.

FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)

BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.

FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.

BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!

FRIENDS: when visiting, acts like a guest.

BEST FRIENDS: opens your refrigerator and helps himself.

-tumblah

BIMENSI X!

2011-01-28T03:33:00.000-08:00

haai! minggu lalu hari kamisnya lebih tepatnya tanggal 19 januari 2011 gue baru plg dari bimensi X! for gawddd's sake itu sangat unforgettable dan seru bgt ;)

kita 4 hari dari senin sampe kamis ke cilodong depok, dilatih sama KOSTRAD, yang tegas tapi menyenangkan eaa.

hari pertama :

yang seru itu jurit malamnya! sebenernya nggak serem, tapi ngagetin. dan gue paling gak suka di kagetin-,- kita jalan sekitar 2 kilo gitu jadi di kaget2in di sepanjang jalan 2 kilo itu-,- gilabgt yak wakakak. pas sorenya ada pbb dan itu seru2 aja sih sebenernya :o

hari kedua :

hari ini kita refling! atau repling! atau gmn itu tulisannya. jadi kita kayak kesannya turun dari heli padahal sebenernya nggak. semacem turun dari tebing gitu deh. 20 meterrr hemmm seruuu bgt! pgn lagi :D

hari ketiga :

kita outbond & jelajah alam!! outbondnya seruu, flying fox, ngerayap...gitugitu_-_ abis itu jelajah alamnya SUPER SERU BGTBGTAN WAHAHAH\m/ kita kayak ngerayap, nyebur kekali sambil ngerangkak karena kalo ga ngerangkak tanahnya nelen sepatu sama kaki kita. trs abis ngerangkak di kali kita naik ke atasnya pake tali gitu abis itu jalan di hutan dll. ada yg bagian perosotan di tanah krn buat turun super licin jd perosotan,ada manjat sama turun dari kayak tanjakan super curam, cuma megang tali doang gapake alat pengaman tp super seru. trs kita kotor banget. akhir2nya disuruh nyemplung tinggi airnya sekitar se leher gue trs tasnya ditaro diatas kepala, katanya sih biar kita ngerasain jadi korban banjir-_- tp menurut gue itu buat bersihin badan sama sepatu. soalnya keluar2 dari situ, sepatu sama baju gue lgsg bersih dari tanah2 -_- wahahaha

hari keempat :

hari terakhir :( tapi ttp aja seru. kita ngelakuin baksos gitu ke desa trs ngasih sumbangan.

pokoknya gue cintabgt bimensi 10! cinta bgt bgtan. pas hari kamis, pas apel penutupan, udh ngerasain sedih dan kgn. pdhl awal2nya gue homesick dan gbs tidur, eh lama2 malah betah-_-

ohiya, gara2 kt semua kecapean abis jelajah alam sm outbond (dan malemnya ditambah muhasabah! please abis bdn cape bgt) akhirnya abis muhasabah kt kaya masih ada waktu 30 mnt sblm subuh. tdnya sama pelatihnya mau dikasih tebak2an, tapi satu angkatan protes minta tidur. akhirnya kita tidur satu angkatan rame2 di auditoriumnya gitu di karpet rame2. and the truth is... itu tidur plg nyenyak yg pernah dirasakan!! wwawa haha\m/ pas bimensi gua tidur nyenyak bgt, krn capek. wah emg bnr ya, kalo lo capek, tidur bakal lbh mantapsss wahaha

ok. cinta mati sm 9 dan bimensi x,

selmi <3

things happened lately.

2011-01-15T21:32:00.000-08:00

hey fellas! yes i know right i've been skip to post 'anything' lately.

first of all, i spent new years quite lovely, at my cousin's house. and finally i got some things to do while holiday like went to Waterbom Pantai Indah Kapuk and went to central park with cousins. i used my watercolor camera but it was too old camera and the case, i think, kinda broken so waters fill it and i dunno what happened to the camera. i haven't print out the photos yet. but if its all printed out, i'm gonna put those photos here.

tomorrow, well exactly the 17th day of January 2011 i have BIMENSI X or Bina Mental Siswa 10th. me and my friends (9th generation of labschool kby) will get training from KOSTRAD @ cilodong, depok, for 4 days. and its gonna be so unforgettable and awesome. except for the jurit malam part. i've got the schedule of bimensi bytheway.

so, about bimensi. i'm in tamalatea group with aras, visca, chika, marissa, sarah, grisel, adit, dito, hanif, andra. our color is pink! wahahah. i prepared for bimensi, buying things actually, on Thursday, with aras and syara. we went to mayestik, which is full with labschool students buy the same things -__- one thing i have to tell you is : you've to experience, shopping with Aras Nabila at Mayestik! she is the...you know, scary customer. she is, lets say this, a stubborn bidder HAHA. too much fun buying things with syara and aras cause they are good at bidding. well i learned so much from them.

then we finished buying things at mayestik, we went to gandaria city for taking 3x4 photo for our nametag. i went to gancy with syara, aras, astari, syifa. we took photos at photobox @ Amazing town. we have to take photo with our p.e uniform but the one who bring it was just syara. you all already know that photobox couldn't wait us to change our uniform so we decided to change our uniform super quickly in the box of the photobox! so guess what....we all so damn laughing non-stop during taking photos HAHAHA.

ok, that's all i wanted to say. i am in my stressful condition with this packing things and im insanely wishing during bimensi x i'll get so much miracle....

dude,

im off now.