i guess insecurities will always be there, probably uncovered; but once you are triggered, it shows its face. its scary, how suddenly theres something you never know you have inside you. being insecure is tiring, but i guess its also a reminder that i need to be thankful. no one guarantees that what you see on the surface is always the truth. other people might seem to be very happy and fulfilled, but they can be just as hollow as me inside. 

its a random thought i had yesterday that i wrote on my notes. i actually have lots of written jumbled-junks that i keep for myself, but for this one... i think its quite relatable for other people. what im saying is: it is only a rough scratch of my random thoughts, written within 5 minutes and is not edited. just take this with a grain of salt... lol