Let Me Be

Let the rain wash away all the pain of yesterday, but whats going to erase today's? 

Pain comes again, and yet i am not addicted. Masochism hasn't took its toll, i am wide awake.

Those days i want to be broken, to be cracked open. Welcoming the pain of tomorrow, i am not closing the door anymore.

Sleep, i want to sleep. I am cracked, but i want to be numb too. 

Let the blood be a whirlpool still, let the heart be a drum.

I just don't want to feel, let me be.

sh, x.