wah ini udah berapa minggu ya?
capek juga ya hmmm...
bahkan sekarang speechless lho mau ngomong apa. msh belom biasa sm nyeseknya kali ya. gatau siapa yang salah kalo udah gini.
kayak nya emang gini kalo "tornado meets volcanos"
disini gue jg nggak seneng seneng loh, im still learning to be a better person each day. still trying to forgive and maybe eventually forget. still trying to live my life even when the reason is gone. still trying to do my best at school so that when i look back ill say "i was a screwed up mess back then. but i survived"
still trying to hold on. and hold the tears. still trying to keep going on, even if there are a lot of reasons to stay behind. still trying to get the life that worth living, still trying to make everything better and still hoping that whatever we are going through right now will end someday.
im not the type that will blabber around atau galau atau sedih dan diem dan gak mood. gue justru jadi gila, ketawa dan ngelakuin hal2 aneh. jadi jangan kaget kalo tbtb gue ngakak sampe kebelet, its just how i express my sadness. the more i laugh - sometimes the pain is even more hurtful.
ps: kemaren belajar belly dance & ntn revenge season finale! story might be posted later kl mood hahahah lg galau biasalah :) gnite peeps