Well i have been spending the last few minutes writing junks just to get rid of the junks in my heart but it didn't work. i guess being honest to myself is the only way.
its just that facing the truth hurts. facing the future hurts. getting through the current situation hurts.
but what makes me hurt the most is that when i look back to the past, it doesn't hurt. it was painfully joyful.
i don't know if its my fault or their fault or whoever fault it is. my life is a fault.
guess the fault is in our stars, isn't it?
gotta go. morning :-)