5/9/11

thanks and sorry

THANKYOU FOR EVERYTHING AND SORRY FOR BEING STUNNINGLY ANNOYING :'''''D

i dont know what to do.
i dont know what to think.
what i know is
this is for the best.

it might be childish
selfish
and perfectly annoying

but then i thought of karma i'd get
and if i were in your shoe
i cant even stay

i cant even forgive my own self

its me
not you
yes i do know it, clearly

but im not going to make everything harder
not going to make everything more complicated

i told you it was too late
even though its not really bothering me
but yes it is a little

im sorry for being like this
being so immature
being so annoying
selfish
careless
badass
and all.

you dont know what i've been through
you dont even know
the real i am

one more thing
please just dont make everything you said too obvious
i know you were talking about me 'there'
and its like friggin obvious
and its kinda annoyed me

i know im selfish
once more
too selfish

cant even understand you
seems like it

so, i want to say
that
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND
and who you are to judge?

by the way,
consider it for your own good

i may admit it that in this case
i am the one
who's bitching

but then
you dont know what ive been considering
for too long

im not going to hurt you anymore
not even make
you a bad day

i have too much in mind
that you wouldnt understand
according to the fact
that my heart and yours
had a different way
of thinking

i thought its for the best
im not goin
to give you
another
heartache

another
confused stuffs
another
selfish things
another
immature attitude

sorry dude,
but it's over
and
i swear
the memories still stay :)