-obliviate-

05/02/12

Kryptonite

hai ini gajelas bgt i just want to share 2 things; vrequa at galaxee & one thing by one d

jadi sabtu kemaren tanggal 28 januari di galaxee voltasix yaitu pensinya smp pembangunan jaya, vrequaxierre tampil! :) this is the video-->

terus yang kedua adalah one thing by one direction. well, i know this boyband is so mainstream right now, and im sticking with bieber though, but i cant deny the fact that i fall in love with their voice and song, especially zayn malik's beautiful song. and a song called one thing. (p.s: i dont recommend u to watch their vidclip because you might get faint or something). so after all, im in love with GOD and the songwriter, because God is the one who gave them beautiful voice and the songwriter is who wrote the beautiful songs. yeah, i just dont enjoy their tight shirts and out of line bromance. but im not hating or complaining;) theyre awesome kok huhehehehe.

so im going to put the lyrics here and underline some things that i love.

I tried playing it cool
Girl when I'm looking at you
I can't ever be brave
Cause you make my heart race

Shot me out of the sky
You're my kryptonite
You keep making me weak
Yeah, frozen and can't breathe

Some things gotta give now
Cause I'm dying just to make you see
That I need you here with me now
Cause you've got that one thing

So get out, get out, get out of my head
And fall into my arms instead
I don't, I don't, don't know what it is
But I need that one thing
And you've got that one thing
Now I'm climbing the walls
But you don't notice at all
That I'm going out of my mindAll day and all night

and right know im in love with the word 'kryptonite'

so, well. goodnite, kyptonite!

24/01/12

goodbye Jalur Khusus, holla reguler

AHAHHA ONE HELL OF A DAY ☺
I've got goosebumps all over my stomach since I wake up.
I've got goosebumps all over my body when the ball rang, told the students and teachers that school is over.
I've got goosebumps all over me when I sat on the floor waiting to get my envelope.
I've got tears streaming down my face while I was reading a paper inside the envelope.
I got a broken heart when I read a boldly big ass words saying 'TIDAK LULUS'
I got tears again.
I got a broken dreams.
I got hugs.
I got hugs.
I got hugs.
I got a chance to scream and just let it all flew to the air.
I got a fucking new hope.
I got loyal friends.
I got new motivations.
I got new dreams.

I just need a box of chocolate to face a few blue days. I just need a box of new plan for my life ahead. One dream die, 100 lives.

I JUST DON'T FUCKING GIVE UP.

Its my life, but its Allah's scenario. For a better me!

08/01/12

a little post to a little unconfident soul

not every song can be a hit.

not everyone can be the best of the best.

it is hard to be average when you're surrounded by amazing gifted blessed people. and keep that sentences in mind, cause it is true. not every song can be a hit. not everyone can be the best.

but i forgot to finish the lines.......

every song has a chance to be somebody's favorite

everyone has a chance to be the best in their own story.

03/01/12

everything is not what it seems

You don't know that it felt awful for me too
You don't know that your words made me feel like a crap
You don't know that I was serious
You don't know that being judged hurts
You don't know that our conversation brings back the old scar I've buried inside
You don't know, they don't know, he doesn't know, she doesn't know

I've been through it all
I didn't shed a tear though, doesn't mean it didn't hurt
I've been trying to fix things, I know what I did was wrong and I don't need nobody to tell me I was wrong. My very own self had already criticized me, successfully made me feel like a trash, I don't need YOU to make me feel like a trash that doesn't recyclable.

I have my own reasons I don't want to explain all over again
All I need was & is people that believed in me. My bestfriends.
I don't feel the need of explaining it to anybody else cause that's my personal life and I don't feel like throwing it up to public, but I just want you to know that I'm not that kind of girl that would waste a heart for a game. I did feel it, and I knew it was real. It just didn't work out.

So I know people pretty much don't read my blog, but if you are reading it; just don't judge me with the decision I made, I have my own reasons a normal brain couldnt handle (probably), I was wrong but after all I was sincere.

Thanks (:

20/12/11

BALIK LAGI :D

HALO tau banget loh ini gue telat, tapi gue baru baru dapat berkah dari tuhan yg maha esa...
kalo gue itu tipe orang yang gabisa lega kalo belom nulis apa yang ada di pikiran atau hati gue. mau itu di word, twitter, blog, facebook, bbm, pm, tembok, kertas, sealay2an orang alay deh.

rasanya ada yang kurang. rasanya pengen di tweet 1000x baru deh puas. rasanya mau ngupdate status facebook HAHAHA B)

jadi sekarang w lagi mau ngmg aja ya... gapenting tapi gaakan puas kalo ga cerita.
gue lagi cinta mati sama turning page - sleeping at last. soundtrack breaking dawn!!!! pas bagian walkin down the aisle. sebelum tau judul atau apapun, waktu masih di bioskop, pertama kali gue ntn, gue udah we o we sama lagunya. cinta. banget. mati.

ive waited million years, i will wait million more for you :* hug hug hug

haaaa. apalagi pas bagian 'what ive been living for' pertama kali. rasanya pembangkit semngat banget. yaAllah ntar gue nikah harus pasang lagu ini u_u ha ha ha haaaaa bahagia banget.

btw i love edward cullen, ha dia ganteng banget ha ha ha kenapa tiba - tiba...gara2 denger lagu ini sih T_T aduh enak banget demi apapun mau nangis dengeernya saking bahagianya :3 sebuah lagu tuh bisa jadi moodbooster banget loh ini lebe banget kesannya tapi gue serasa imprinted sama lagu ini :/// HEHEHE okelah move on.

hari ini ultahnya mbak cita sama adinda larasati!!!! sorry din iPodnya gue umpetin hampir 6 jam yeah akhirnya percaya anda bahwa ipod anda ilang. terus gue ngaku karena gue baik dan ga tegaan B) hahahaha. terus hari ini dateng kerumah mba cita rencananya mau surprisin tapi end up numpang makan doang :) emang keren.

teruuus apa ya ://// udah gasabar liburrr!!!!!!! dan sekarang gue lagi movie marathon :) dan lagi jatuh cinta sama chad michael murray. ganteng banget. parah. gatahan. ada ya orang seganteng itu. banyak orang ganteng. dan gue gapernah ketemu sekali pun.

mau ketemu justin dong. atau robert. atau...gatau. mereka. orang. dia. :* hah gila

goodnight.

or i probably should say good morning according to the fact that this is 1:17 am :3

bye worlddddd

18/12/11

Vrequaxierre at HAQATA10: Land of Fame!

11/09/11

I BET YOU TOO.

ok soooo i was creeping iseng-iseng menikmati kebebasan terakhir yang gue miliki; BESOK MASUK SEKOLAAHH!!!!! stress lagi, ubanan deh lama lama gue. botak sekalian cihuy.

sebenernya jumat kemaren FUN BANGET dan gue berencana mau ngepost itu tapi ntar ajadeh ya males :b SEKARANG GUE MAU NANGIS-NANGISAN.

ini bikin gue nangis...sumpah berlinang air mata sampe jakarta banjir asal loe tau.

ini ngenang para korban 9/11. Rest In Peace :)

"They jumped to there deaths holding hands, displaying love for the very last time. They didn’t give in, they didn’t give up, they held hands and jumped. Love prevailed.

The fact that love is still shown in our hours of need, the fact that love is still felt when falling to the ground, the fact that love is still felt whilst burning to death, the fact that love will always be felt is proof that the terrorists can not win.

Love will prevail, love will always prevail."

selamat nangis :)